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on the verge of falling


we're falling apart,
i wish i could save you,
but you kept everything to yourself,
you know that i tried to make things right,
but it all never seems to work out,
we're on the verge of falling down.






Sunday, December 30, 2007
band, my parcel of life

well its goin to be a long post...

fers day of camp

got to skool very early in the morning... started the day with marching stuff fer the POP... i had some planning with my drumline pertaining to the event... harness on with marching snares as the sticks rattles the skin head... it carried on furthur till afternoon... had full band with MR TAN with REKKHA... essemble was to be held in the night... was getting nervous cuz the practice was not a gud one... waited fer all the others to play before... minutes before our turn we decided to add sumtink to our pice... the original piece was JAPANESE IMPRESSIONS but we decided to add in LATIN taste and name it JAPANESE IMPRESSIONS IN LATN REMIX... i din expect alot from the section all i wanted was a goud show... which they did deliver... on top of dat was dat we actuali got into the top three which will be competing againt the next day togeter with saxaphone(LEMON TREE) and clarinet(CANON)... din stay overnight...

second day of camp

got up very early and left fer coffee shop at 6 am in the morning... bought prata fer the section and had breakfast with them... had PT with the CO's... down to drilling... exhausted the whole day... came to the essemble part again... played the piece well cuz last minute MUZAP wanted to be in... the section reali gave it all... right after the performance... we were told on the spot dat we would perform fer POP... my heart unleashed the feeling of hard work being paid off... had our free time in the afternoon but i got the section together and rehearsed over and over again... together with the drumline gimmicks... soon after it was show time... nervouse was not in the dictionary fer me... gave the best tat i could... i almost broke down to tears receiving the BEST SECTION AWARD... they deserve it fer they gave their best all year round... THIS LOVE baslt the roof off the hall... the shuffle was KABAMM!! skipping alot of the events...





Ms Chong Siekmee

the band, my family


the section, my life

last dae of camp... its all games and fun... just imagine to got shot with the water hose several tyms and get ur butt wet... well wun elaborate tat much... overall all great job to all the band members... pictures will be uploaded when i get them



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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
beating it hard...

im freaking exhausted todae... suppose to work from 7 to 12 but end up working to 4... should meet the section at 430 at 137... so had to rush down quickly... bought alot of stuff for the camp and here i am now blogging... heard bout me not conferm to be involve in the parade... FUCK to those who wanted it tat way... niwae im very tired and there's BAND CAMP tomorrow... im so not looking forward to it... aight.. peace off...





RED LIGHT PLEDGE


TRAGIC THEORIES



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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
tiring streneous worn out

brittle cracking bones can be felt and heard from within... dat is wat i would describe of wat i felt todae... starting work with the big thing... took in all the cartons of drinks from the store and started stacking them.. just imagine how huge the number is from no bottles in the shelves to full shelves... however it din stop there... push in the trolley which was loaded until it could load no more and push up the ramp with full body weight up and down several tym... halve of me was used up by then... thot of taking a break but the sight of the delivery man coming into the store with a full load trolley of rice sacks... i believe the amount of rice could feed a family of 5 fer a year... just imagine me doing tat alone considering the weight tat im carrying compared to my body weight... having serious back aches right now... after tat did alot of stacking up amd displaying... no matter how tiring and tough the job happen to be... im enjoying it...

hav to report to work at 7 in the morning tomorrow but actuali at 9... stock will come in again tomorrow so i can expect the worst... guess ive been doing well with work so far... niwae got updates from the section pertaining to the essemble... it was well rehearsed... onli waiting to combine with my part... tomorrow will get the stuff fer camp with the section... will need alot of rest before the POP...

aight guys anitink just beep me...


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Monday, December 24, 2007
in between lines

lost souls when met at a point re-live past experiences... dats exactly wat i felt when we met just now... felt abit out of place at fres but it din stay fer long... we were back to our ourselves... headed to CWP fer dinner... had ljs and take away... sat by TITANIC to watch the beautiful scenery as the moon slowly hides beyond the clouds... sat there to slowly close up our inner selves amongst one another...

walked all the way to Woodlands Point and hang around fer a while before we met HELINA as she just knocked off from werk... followed her to buy her stuff before SHAFIQ and i decided to play pool... the fers game was kind of a warm up as its been quite while since i last played... looking at how FINA played giggles me in the stomach but i did not show dat expression on my face... AISYAH and her mate came along to play... the match between her mate and i was a tough one but i came out victories... its 3 out of 3 wins fer me...

tomorrow is christmas.. so wish all those who celebrate christmas a JOYFUL MERRY CHRISTMAS...


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happy moments escalating...

energy being dried up lyk how a puddle of water gets seeped into a man hole... dat i would describe myself at this current moments... was working non stop as stock came in todae... only had a brief moment here and teher to relax myself... was caught up with work tat i skipped my lunch... niwae todae maks a special day fer me... NABIL as of todae is a year older...

NABIL - one of the closest being to me... been with him thru lots of experiences in lyf... when i got ton oe dat he needs a surgery fer his heart condition i was taken back but wat got worst fer me was his chances was only 50% i broke down... tears run down my cheeks.. i cried lyk how a child lost his candy... it was devastating... i kept strong fer his sake... noeing dat he was able to see another birthdae adde into his lyf makes me happy fer him... its just undescribe-able... cheers to those years of friendship...

finally will be meeting ads brads todae fer some cathcing up... been dying waiting fer tis day... tomorrow is CHRISTMAS... will be working still except dat i will receive incentives... guess each day will be a more tiring day as compared to the day before.. nevermind... i will push myself harder...


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Sunday, December 23, 2007
life just gets easier

sundae is considered to be a realxing day fer most people... i would totally agree with them... reporeted to work at 9 and did a few packing here and there... was asked to do some tagging... well it may look easy cuz its just putting up the tag next to the price tags... but would u hav second thots if u were to ask to do 250+ products... dats wat i did todae... they are giving 5% discounts to house brand products... and there i go around putting up the tag...

MUM came by to drop some food fer me... how nice of her... well i would prefer working longer hours but todae seriously not much to do... wun be goin down to band tomorrow as i have work... will be meeting the percussionist in the afternoon tomorrow to buy sum stuff fer the camp... ZAID is back from his trip so i suppose there would be full strength... hopefully they reali focus on the essemble...

tomorrow is 24 december and its PAPA CHRISTMAS - NABIL's birthday... he is recovering well... reporting tomorrow at 1o so yeah i guess dats bout it fer tis post


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Saturday, December 22, 2007
postponed events...

it was a weird experience dat i had tis morning...usuali a person would wake up either by an alarm clock or by themselves... but tis morning she was in my dream and she woke me up thru the dreams... weird huh... niwae it was fers day of work... reported at 9 and started tings off... overall work was easy and considered to be fun... met alot of my frens while working... ive checked my roster and im sad to say dat i cant make it fer dat ECP outing with the lepak krew...

well will be busy these few days with work but i wun reali matter... there will be a last sectional tis coming mondae and i cant make it... hope dat they will be well prepared... i hav faith in them...

guess tis will be the routine dat i will follow fer the next fer months before i enrol myself into furthur studies... wanted to meet ads brads todae fer some cathcing up... its been a v long tym since we got together... however had to postponed it cuz we couldnt make it in the end... nevermind bout dat... just hoping dat we will saty strong together...

im outta here...


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Friday, December 21, 2007
reincarnating gud tyms

memories are fer keeping and sour moments should be forgotten... however i just cant seem to forget the past eventhough its been a year... i happened to come across that individual which i gav my heart to fer most of my tym in secondary skool life... tings din go well fer us but now atleast in toking terms... i do not noe why but i just dun seem to be able to forget the feelings towards her... i sense 'guilt' from within me not tat i did anitink wrong butthe feeling of unsure came about... guess its just meant to be dat way...

hang out after band with the 137 lepak crew members... as per normal up to no gud... pictures there is fer tis post...



Isk-scandal, Nabilah, Hot Momma Harrie, Amalina, Farid, Firza, Hyrude

ive written 2 songs of my own fer my band. one of which is about the past experience which i once had with SIEKMEE... the traffic light on the T junction nearby her haus hav many sweet experience between us... therefore its basically about re-living all those gud tyms dat we had...



red light pledge

our fers originals - red light pledge



its been a while since i had snaps with them... so here it is...





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Thursday, December 20, 2007
indirect solution

drowning myself with sorrows and despairs, i've lead my life thru a rough path... hidding myself from reality pretending as if notink dat occured ever happened... well i found an answer indirectly from the dream i had last night... and wat makes it clearer is oso from my horoscope not tat i believe in it... well it says 'make just one quick fix todae and you'll create a much easier path fer the future'

well in my dreams i dreamt bout a person whom hav been close to me but im felling kinda 'lost' of late with them... in dat dream of mine it shows me a way to actualy solve my current situation... i woke up feeling unsure but u hav to belive it if dat dream repeats itself on consecutive days rite... i decided to wait... afternoon came and i received a smallest of msg from tat person... i was nearing to tears knowing dat atleast im still remembered after 2 'lost' weeks dat i faced... playing a big part of my live... losing them only tears me apart...

i cant sell my credits cuz the server is down... so will hav to wait until tomorrow... goin fer BAND tomorrow... sec 1 registration is on... well dat will not distract me from my priorities fer my section... todae was a turn around fer me in life... gud tings will develop from evri sour experience... dat ive learnt...


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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
busy road ahead

feeling tired from yesterday's activity i woke up forcing myself to go fer sectionals as i had to go thru the piece with them... and to my surprise only FIRZA and TING WEI turned up... well i do understand tat the rest was feeling v tired of late... decided to do sumtink else instead... took out the cymbal polish and started polishing...

"u have me polishing cymbals to the wake of dawn..." niwae the storeroom was in a hell of a mess... so decided to help the BAND out by cleaning it fer them... it looks better afetr we were done... headed off to 136 coffee shop to hav lunch with them... headed home after dat...

well will be starting work tis saturdae onwards so im nort sure if i can make it fer day ECP outing... niwae fer those who wants to hang out with me plz do so before saturdae... will be busy with work cuz only hav a day off per week...

2mrw is a public holiday so i guess i will be staying home and enjoy myself... im left with 13 credit to sell... look me up and support me aight...


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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
qoutes a learning guide

there's a qoute saying 'life would be so much simpler if one would just stick to the choices tat they make in life'... i believe there's oways sumtink to learn from evri point of life...

woke up very early tis morning simply because i wanted to hav sectionals with my section... waited fer quite sumtym before i finally hav full strength... went thru the piece fer quite sum tym before we got back to our daily crap routine.. niwae i was kinda excited to see dat NABIL actuali came down to hav fun... doctor finally gav the green light fer him to be more involve with the community...

niwae set off from music room around noon before FIRZA SHARON JOANNE and i headed to KFC woodland point... had our lunch before walking back to skool as JOANNE will be having her results released...

met TINGWEI at around 4 before heading to the area around the skool to meet up with JOANNE and SHARON as we went cycling around... its been a while since i last cycle... cycled around ADMIRALTY PARK and other venues at that area... went ahead to the MARSILING JETTY and broke off our ways as it was already 7+... i continued on to CAUSEWAY POINT to collect sum stuff before heading home... legs are freaking tired rite nw...

niwae congrats to those who made it to sec 5 namely MUNIRAH KECIK and HOT MOMMA... will be having sectionals again 2mrw...


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Monday, December 17, 2007
boring holidaes...

holidaes holidaes and more holidaes... CHRISTMAS and HARI RAYA HAJI is on its way... im getting so bored sitting at home and doin practically notink... its been raining fer days due to the monsoon season...

overview of my boring day:

watching television (it spoils me)
ps2
watching more vcd and dvd
computer
song writting

so i guess u guys understand why i seriously need to gett out of the haus... anione who is f***ing bored at home... ask me out... niwae will be having sectilnals 2mrw with the percussionist and finally im out of my crib... will be working on very closely with the essemble and other welfare stuff...

hey guys... its been very long since i last went cycling... the bicycle in my room hav been parked fer way too long... hey cum on guys lets go cycling one of these days...

it may sound funny... but i wanna try to go on haus visiting on HARI RAYA HAJI... haha i noe its very stupid... HARI RAYA HAJI is fer sacrificial purposes... erm i wonder wat who i want to sacrifice...


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Sunday, December 16, 2007
back on my foot...

sales was considered to be kinda gud todae... so far sold 32 credits.... im left with 18 miserable credits... hey guys... help me out abit here man... erm niwae... been feeling so much better from the past few days... sickness hav gone down and im myself again... well i believe dat i can compose better songs and expressions when im down... i aint EMO wokay... erm yeah been looking fer the old 2 songs dat ive written back in the days and found it... will be working on with the KREW to make it into our fers 2 originals... HFK supporters will hav to wait fer a few months to hear it out... niwae... todae hav slightly been an exiciting day eventhough im stuck at home... nevermind dat... here are a few tings dat i need to work on...

- the song lyrics fer our 3rd originals
- working on the rhythms
- jamming session which covers the song properly before the FEB GIG...

dats bout it guys...


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expressions...

alright... todae hav been a very boring and meaningless day fer me... din reali had anitink to do except fer watching tv which spoils me in sum way and playing games... due to some problems, the meet up at the esplanade is cancelled... been at home fer almost 4 days running nw... aniway decided to write a song fer my band... our own originals... thots of a few themes and topic and finally came to a decision... the fers originals would be about the reflections of my life towards people around me... im getting inspirations from the problems that im facing... therefore i feel dat there would be a story behing evri line... it wouldnt be ready until next january where we will be practicing fet the upcoming gig in febuary...

a slight glimpse of wat i hav in mind... an expressions dat i figured out


take me fer who i am and not fer granted...
the feelings that i reckon is sumhow too much fer anyone to swallow...
the desire to stay on kills us slowly as it penetrates into our emotions and sorrows

the rest of the song is to be written with emotions so it takes a while


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Friday, December 14, 2007
sick = despise

i despise the feeling of being sick... down with fever yesterday and today been hit with flu and coughs... ergh... i so do not hav tym fer tis nw...

niwae will be heading down to esplandae tomorrow with the old birds to see a percussion performance... if im not feeling dat sick i will join them... erm these bunch of people cheered me up - HANIZ (HOT MOMMA) KECIK ZUL AZMI... jokes made my day... been stuck at home the whole day... not dat i cant get out... just dun feel lyk it... so i guess u guys noe wat it feels lyk to saty at home and practically do notink... niwae... im off now... the flu is giving me a hard tym nw... aight peace off...


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take me from this place...

a person's life is not made up of only the individual... the other half of the live is made up of the individual's friends and loved ones... so wat does a person do when he or she loses the other half of their life? where do they turn to when problems fall on them... sumtyms even your close frens cant reali do anitink bout the current situation... my life is in a complete mess rite now... feeling as if im on my own without having my frens as back ups...i cant handle tis myself... i need you guys...



i suddenly remembered a song which my BAND use to perform... here is the lyrics to the song...


TAKE ME FROM THIS PLACE

If only time could take away, the truth that lies beneath this pain
It brings me back to what I'd hope for this to be
But here and now, I'm on my own
I've lost the will to carry on, please shine a light to guide me home

Will you take me from this place I call, my home's forever broken
I have nothing in this heart at all, this life seems meaningless, unspoken
Words can't convey, I'll move on anyway,
I can't hide behind what I don't knowHave I lost it all?

If only time could take away, all the fights, the will to save
What was left behind, you know I tried, I tried to save this fate
But here and now, I'm on my own
For I have walked this road alone,
I gave my best to let this fall

Will you take me from this place I call, my home's forever broken
I have nothing in this heart at all (nothing in this heart at all) this life seems meaningless, unspoken
Words can't convey, I'll move on anyway, I can't hide behind what I don't know
Have I lost it all?
Have I lost it all?

Will you take me from this place I call, my home's forever broken
I have nothing in this heart at all (nothing in this heart at all)
Will you take me from this place I call, my home's forever broken
I have nothing in this heart at all (nothing in this heart at all)
Will you take me from this place I call, my home's forever broken
I have nothing in this heart at all (nothing in this heart at all) this life seems meaningless, unspoken
Words can't convey, I'll move on anyway, I can't hide behind what I don't know
Have I lost it all?

the feelings that im facing is told by the lines of the lyrics...


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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
uncertainty

life has been a downhill fer me tis few days... emotions and reasons dat only i can understand... but nevertheless... i put on a smiley face whenever im in a crowd... ive learnt dat all gud tings comes with a price and all gud tings will come to an end... personal life hav been so task demanding and its almost close to the point of breakdown... guess im just pushing myself too hard...

had BAND todae... an as per normal im trying my best to be on form lyk i use too... essemble 'auditions' was held todae... percussionist received the score only todae while other sections had it prepared fer quite sumtym... i would not lie to myself saying the piece was easy... IT WAS DAMN DIFFICULT... given a tym of less than 2 hours... my section actuali impressed me.. wow under a shirt tym they could produce fantastic result... got complimented fer that gud job... progress of the section could be seen...

after BAND we hang around at 137 as per normal... sat there toking about tings pertaining to BAND and moved on to individuals experienced that we had at KOTA TINNGI... its oways fun to listen out to peoples view from tym to tym... headed off at around 7...

im just gald that the percussion casualties are recovering and being well again... i would personally tribute the essemble to them... no matter wat once a percussionist oways a percussionist...

TIME is just a guide or a period of an event... to me i see it as an opportunity to discover new tings... im yearning fer sumtink which will take a long tym but i would rather wait den to rush tings...learn from the past and plan fer the future...


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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
inner-self

im feeling so down and lonely right now... im still clueless as till now as i myself do not noe the reasons behind it... let me get my good part of todae to start off first...

called for a job yesterdae and was asked to come fer an interview todae... met HYRUDE in the train at Marsiling and headed towards Clementi... as per normal chatted alot bout some stupid stuff and oways laughing about... erm took bus 825 from the interchange before reaching the headquaters.. to me dats not considered to be an interview... niwae they told us dat we are shortlisted and most likely get the job... drop by clementi town centre and had Mac fer lunch... feeling bored we decided to go to the arcade... played the arcade with him... its a new and fun experience... i guess dat me and him can be reali close...

train-ed back to Woodlands and met his frens fer a short while... headed to Marsiling Market to help my percussionist in the modifying of the harness... the outcome looks very good... now the section hav a new look... its been raining heavily tis few days... rainy days hav always had an impact on my life... to me its always filled with sorrows...

emotions got the better of me...

i dunno why but these few days hav not been a good one fer me... had the feeling of being left alone with no one fer me to turn to... feeling emotionally uneasy from tym to tym... insecure is the word... friends dat i noe of lead their own life and to me i felt lyk as if the dun even feel lyk spending tym together lyk we use to... but i guess its just my imaginations... feeling lonelier by each passing day...

BAND will be on tomorrow by hy heart feels heavy fer me to go... feel lyk sitting in my room all day and let my thots wonder away to kill tym... to me wat i did these few days hav no meaning... i'll let tis day pass...


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Monday, December 10, 2007
problems just wun disappear

had not been having enuf sleep these recent days... maybe its just due to me tinking so much bout a certain matter... guess im just carried away...

reason s to why im feeling the heat lately...

my list of priorities...

1. percussion essemble...( im left with onli 1 rehearsal to go thru with them)
2. pecussion parade rhythem
3. small little problems here and there

woke up very early to rehearse the essemble with my section... its their fers tym looking at the score and i only hav 1 more practice before we peform... i noe tym is against me and the difficulty of the pice is high mind you... haiz... however, the sectionals was not dat intensive as only a few could turn up... from sectionals... we had a detour to pimping the marching harness... thot dat was tym spent well... started from 10 and it ended all to way to 4 in the aftrenoon... it was a tiring job...

niwae moving on to another chapter of todae...

friends around me that i noe of can be seen to be more mature as in they reali hav grow... leading their own life... having a partner by their side... im notjealour neither do i envy them... its just dat i cant express myself... i guess having a partner is fun... n yes i do noe the meaning of trust and understanding in relationships cuz ive learnt from the faults dat my frens experienced... niwae tym will tell

hopefully tomorrow will be an interesting day fer me... wokay tk care guys...


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Saturday, December 8, 2007
recovering states

still feeling the fatigueness from pass recent days... i guess i need to push myself harder each day... aniwae had plans fer today... told myself dat i hav to atleast start selling and dat was exactly dat i did... niwae will go into details bout dat later on in tis post...

met FINA under my block at around 3 after the rain had stopped... journey-ed on to NABIL's haus to check on his current condition... got there and was happy to see him recovering... its been a while since i saw him so it kind of touched me when i met him... niwae guess all my percussionist are getting better each day... im just feeling glad... will update on NABIL and MUZAP if ihappen to noe anitink...

waited fer ATTY to come down before we bus-ed over to civic to hang out cuz its been a while since we did dat... people ar just funny to me... during the o level period, alot of people would hang ut late into the night without having the thot of sleeping early fer the paper... but nw after the o levels, not a single soul of those hang out kids can be seen... its just weird...

hang out fer quite sumtym before SHAFIQ came along from hospital... its oways fun to hav their company... tok bout some stupid stuff and laugh as per normal... soon afetr we headed home... im thankful fer ATTY and SHEERA fer getting the ball to start rolling fer me... atleast im more confident in selling and promoting nw...

will be heading down to LITTLE INDIA tomorrow with my krew members to 'whack' all those BANGLA's fer the NJOY ting...

TO WHO EVER IT MAY CONCERN...

a problem dat does not directly told dat its from you does not hav to bothers you... sumtyms one hav to put themselves before others... past experiences may make you tink dat its from you or in other words ur fault... just ignore wat other people tinks bout you... just remember dat you hav ur own freedom and ur life to take control of...


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Friday, December 7, 2007
fatigue tired exhausted....

notink comes easy to a person without having to work hard fer it... dat i totally understands nw...

sales hav not moved eversince... but interested customers is rising... hopefully will be able to progress furthur...

met my krew members in th afternoon after the rain hav settled down... rainy days oways makes me abit down... but nevermind bout that... drop by AMK HUB to ask fer employment... walked around fer almost and hour before bus-ed over to bugis village where we went to RAFFLES HOSPITAL to check on MUZAP... operation was a success... recovering state fer him will be a long period but atleast he is getting better by each passing day... had LJS at Bugis Village before walked over to MARINA SQ fer more search... filled up forms and being rejected is part of the whole experienced... i tink the possibility of getting the job is high... guess we just hav to wait and see...

dropped by esplanade fer the open gig just because FINA wanted to... HYRUDE and ZIV tagged along... personally i feel dat local bands are slowly shining... its gud to hav competitions... during the gig i was tinking to myself when will HEARTFELT SEREANDE get a chance to perform a gig or two... soon i guess... its been a while since i moshed... thot of doin so but the crowd was just too violent... not dat i cant take the pain but i sense dat a fight could just broke off so i chose not to... couldnt stayed on with FINA and the rest so we made a move...

train rides especially at MARINA BAY triggers me... dat is when i became a bit off the hook... i tink u guys noe wat i mean... niwae promoting will continue on until i manage to sell 50 bucks worth of value... target is to achieve it...

tired and fatigue is the word to describe me nw... so im goin to knock off... tk care peeps...


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life full of experiences

a day where past exprerience comes out to play fer me todae...

met ZAID and JOANNE at boots at 2 to search fer percussion essembles... went over to esplanade library and searched fer alomot an hour fer the score tat suits us... finally we came across JAPANESE IMPRESSIONS and i find in very interesting... looking forward to hearing our version... niwae had a job interview at EUNOS today at 7... so i called down my krew members HYRUDE and ZIV... met them at city hall station before heading on... searched the place fer quite sumtym... however when we got there, there was no need fer an interview... we got the job straight away... without hesitation we sign the contract after hearing out... FOR THOSE WHO LYKS TO MAKE OUTGOING CALLS AND HAV HIGH BILLS... DO APPROACH ME CUZ I CAN HELP U GUYS REDUCE UR BILLS...

a day filled with bus rides... took bus from eunos station to the place den from dat place took 854 to yshun dne from yishun took 856 to marsiling... bumpy rides... was in the bus with ZAID and we tok bout alot of tings from our life... never did i tok to him bout such stuff so far... a new experience gained...

niwae miting my krew members again tomorrow to search fer sumtink... chiow...


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Wednesday, December 5, 2007
rest is wat i need...

energy level hav been fully drained from me... im reali exhausted and i need a break but my schedule wun just giv in to me... im just pushing on and trying my best to move till the 28 december... tat is when i will get my much needed rest...

niwae had band tis morning... percussion section hav been down with so many mishaps lately... todae im left with 5... howvere, i stayed strong fer their sake... pushing and guiding them thru... last minute request from FIRZA KECIK... he wants me to be in the PARADE... a specail request fer the drumline... im kinda looking forward to it cuz ive got plans to make it a whack... band was fun todae but sumhow stress got over me... the assemble piece is still not conferm and time is running out... but ive oways hav a positive mindset... i noe dat my section will work with me and together we may achive the BEST SECTION AWARD...

it was raining almost the whole day todae... by the time we knock off from band it was raining cats and dogs... so noeing us, we lepak at 137... our hangout spot... not noeing wat to do i came up with playing true or dare to kill our boredom... but tis tym round we change the game name to DARE AND 'DEATH'... all bout stupid dares which are manageable... having fun and stupid scenes... niwae it is oways fun to play these kinds of games...

goin down to esplanade library to look fer essemble pieces... hopefully can find one tomorrow... another day another story of my life unfolds before me...


A Recollection Of Memories...


Tuesday, December 4, 2007
a day fo strikes cuteness and fun...

slept kinda late last night but had to wake up earlu cuz i need to godown to Ang Mo Kio primary skool to help with their band... niwae woke up as early as 6.50am cuz miting the other at 8... but to sum unpredictable conditions i reached there late... met the others and had OLD CHANG KEE fer breakfast... headed to the bus interchange to sit in a 169 to go to the destination... its was kind of a long journey... fer the fers tym since i could ever remembered, i suffered bus sick... maybe its due to lack of sleep...reached there and get to noe the other tutors better... tutored fer lyk 2+hrs before had lunch... due to the outcome of the packed meal... we had a few mouthful and den let it a miss...





niwae after dat continued to tutor themto ard 4 in the afternoon... on behalf of the band i would lyk to thank those who contribute to help in reducing MUZAP's medical fund... after tat din reali hav any plans fer the tym being... was stuck at the bus stop fer 20 mins cuz no directions to go to... finally had and idea of goin to YISHUN SAFRA fer a game of bowling... its been a while since i last played... took quite sumtym to get there... im goin to miss telling u guys the journey...



niwae here are some of the pictures tat i manage to snap todae...






his name is JIAN WEN... looks cute huh... fer his age he is considered to be a remarkable player... impressive lah beb...



the timpani kid... nice strokes and techniques






the cute and adorable mallet player...



tis is wat the section looks lyk during sectionals... just lyk wat MSL PERCUSSIONIST hav been doing... basically fooling around and disturbing others... the traditional tradition of a percussion section...



niwae below are the scores from the bowling match...




Game 1 - look at the score... its says that MAT NOOR manage to get 73 points... dat makes me the winner... wink wink.. haha kinda tight game i would say...



Game 2 - 2 strikes from tis match - me n ZAID... tis game is kinda boring cua the players are lyk not putting teir mind into it... but nevertheless it is a man to man fight between me and ZAID... unfortunately at the end of the game i trailed him by 12 points...




names from the game - SCANDAL(iskandar) and UIN SPECKTOR(azruhil)


and there she goes around crapping by her ownself... NORMAL!!

i aint EMO aight...




A Recollection Of Memories...


Monday, December 3, 2007
vintage are my love...

i dunno wats got into me todae... sumhow ive been rather hardworking todae... from the moment i woke up tis morning... job searching hav been in my head... i browsed thru the papers alongside my breakfast to find possible opportunities but to a point where its been tapped dry... aniwae been asking my frens fer job recruitment... but its ok...

aniwae... i dunno wats got into me but i seem to wash all my pair of shoes dat i hav fer no reason... came across old shoes which hav not been worn fer a very long tym due to its pathetic conditions... one of the pair being a beige CONVERSE high cut 2001 edition... after thorough washing it looks sumhow nice... with a VINTAGE taste to it... im so liking it rite nw... goin to wear it soon...

the other pair being my TRAIL white high cut... a simple shoe to start off with... washed it and it look kinda new nw... the side of the shoes came off so had to glue it back... niwae added a few designs of my own to it... sewed some words on it and now the shoe hav some attitude in it... im still not done with it... pathches and buttons are still under preparations... these pairs are so goin to be up their attitude when i wear them in mosh pits...


A Recollection Of Memories...


Sunday, December 2, 2007
life... a short phase...

Life is a short journey tat evrione goes thru before they meet their afterlife... in life there are sure to be obstacles tat one face and it depends on the difficulty level of eliminating them... ive learnt alot from tis 17 short years tat ive gone thru... fairytales in ur life are onli fantasy which is meant to keep you adrift fer a short period of tym before you drop back to reality...
however... even if we come and go in and from and this world, small details like friends and family guides us thru the tough journey in life... fights and quarrels only strengthens the bonds between us... from there on did i only realise dat a person can never go thru life alone... friends and family are our pass to a greatre and more meaningful life...


my own line of drummers... the percussion section.... each individual reflects on my life... a group of people whom hav understand each other thoroughly and to an extend where the bond of a family is present... loving and caring each other where to a boundary where team spirit beats all odds...




the BAND as a family which unites all races, religion and gender... a family from where i learnt the true meaning of unity...



a tribute is only a word to define appreciation but u guys left ur footprints in my life...



been together thru all the ups and down of our section... the support from each of you guys made me a better leader to guide the section to greater heights...




in life, there are sure to be a tym where feeling develope into love... but not everi feelings may be a sure to win case... memories will be kept in the heart... the pain and agony will slowly fades off and from there, one matures... i appreciate the experience in life and i will learnt from there...





Ms Lim Yue Wei



Ms Chong Siekmee



BAND - a never ending fun....





the inspiration from each of you guys made me understand the true meaning of being a somebody... no words can describe the bond between each of us... a practice of understandind keeps each individual alive...







THE HEARTFELT SERENADE

a life time dedication... a way to express our thots and feelings... its always feels good to be on the stage with you guys... a simple start which hopefully leads us to greater success...



A Recollection Of Memories...








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