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on the verge of falling


we're falling apart,
i wish i could save you,
but you kept everything to yourself,
you know that i tried to make things right,
but it all never seems to work out,
we're on the verge of falling down.






Tuesday, October 28, 2008

so its been really a long tym from the last post... my mind is just not into blogging for the moment... there may be a possibility im closing down my blog...
wun be blogging for quite some tym now... tk care people...


A Recollection Of Memories...


Tuesday, October 21, 2008

well im just waiting for tomorrow... outcome im still unsure... ouh god... tmr seems to be the most breath taking days ever...


A Recollection Of Memories...


Monday, October 20, 2008

today was one of those days that going to skool was kind of the wasted hours that i could use for some other purpose... okay so went to skool alone this morning... but thats not the case... so reached to south agora and my f**k shiet... it was jammed pack... so i chilled out to let the crowd pass by... so there was along queue to but the thermometer... i sat nearly looking at them blankly.. some people said that without the thermometeres we cant get through... wat the hell...

so i managed to geth thru once the thermometer was out of stock... so wat ever... styupid system... computing was sucky today... decoding... i switched off after i relate this to VB codes... i dun noe how cuz in the first place there is no connection.. felt like going off half way thru but i stayed on... so thru out the whole day, im partially not there... waste time..

aight... i leave you people to tag... take care


A Recollection Of Memories...


Sunday, October 19, 2008

this week was kind of a different week as a whole... the paths that i take to skool evriday was kind of different this week... i walked the morning to skool alone these few days cuz they are late in meeting up so yeah...

i always like the busy-ness of the morning rush... i noticed a few things about singaporeans... lets take JURONG EAST stn... the center platform always remains... when both the other trains arrive at the station people would just run to the center platform to get the seats in it... from what i heard from HYRUDE... he calls the action as THE LORD OF THE RINGS... wanna noe why... cuz in that movie they would run aimlessly... the same goes everywhere be it traffic light of food court...

so went out with MUD DUMMY and HYRUDE to peninsular in search of his bass... so went around... den end up in BRAS BASAH instead... so bought his set and had some food before heading back... guitar session after that and thats bout it...

so today was work... and my god its kinda boring cuz there are not many people in geylang... so thats bout it... fun, moodless, shitty and mundane days in a whole week... and tomorrow the skool having temperature check... what the hell?... crap shit...


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Friday, October 17, 2008

so the week have come to and end... and HELL YES... NEXT FRIDAY IS FREAKING AVENGED SEVENFOLD CONCERT... so today was kind of a normal day like other days... yes and it gets more mundane than ever...

s my haus was a little chaotic just now do to some guests who came for some little open house at my crib... so today was all about the strings baby... and yes... ive been spending alot of time on the guitar... so far so good i guess... but still alot more to learn...

tomorrow to sjc for tutoring before heading towards city hall with HYRUDE to purchase his bass guitar... and i guess thats about this post...


A Recollection Of Memories...


Thursday, October 16, 2008

im back to drumming after a very long time accompanying my guitar... so today was jamming session with my JA krew... and we have yet to got a name for ourselves... so after skool meet up with the band and headed for clarke quay - STONE JAMZ STUDIO...

today was considered to be more of a get to know how weell you can play kind of session... so we had songs like i dont love you - MCR, all the small things - blink 182, city of angels - the distillers and was supposed to play misery business - paramore but then the rest wasnt preared for it and not to forget we whack on POWER RANGER THEME SONG... haha funny people but fun to jamm with... so yeah and here i am just got home and did all the stuff dat is should do... so yeah just this short little post for today...


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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

okay so alot of happening happening things happened today... OKAY GO!!!

so today was enterprise module... yeah as per usual always enjoyed the module this semester but however topic was rather dry today so my brain was switched to 'silent mode'... class was rather much noisier... so during breakout 2 we gathered around a table 12 of us and started to play a game called I WOULD RATHER... its about a given 2 scenarios both as equally sick/ass-hole like behavior and we had to choose one... so yeah all the funny stuff comes out... and we moved on to truth or dare and double dare... so yeah... i think its fun when boring days strikes...

after my presentation, i left for band as its been a while since i last met the kids... so it was kinda fun to actually get involve into music back again... maybe im kinda rusty after a long time of playing... so yeah but atleast im able to play... after band hang out with the usual lepak group at 137...

so a jammong session tomorrow with the JA band mates... i think we are calling ourselves THE SILVER PUPPETS.. haha .. a few basic songs to start the engine first... so yeah... alot of things happen today and the best thing that occured was seeing you fisrt thing in the morning... and that seriously made my day... thanks

(insert indecent words here) and tomorrow we have computing UT... i freaking dunno anitink from semester 1 so im just aiming for atleast a pass... so yeah...


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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

i would always look upon the horoscope on frenster everyday and would usually read and forget about it not dun really bother about it... but today's was abit interesting...

Disengage from people who exhibit childlike behavior. They will only slow you down.

i do not believe in horoscope but i read for the fun of it... and i believe today's one was so much true... i just find the CHINA people in my class to be as what the horoscope mentioned... i get easily irritated my them... fuck if they think they can run the show all by themselves... try talking english properly before you run your own show... didnt i tell you guys that i can be mean at times... that only happens when you provoke me... so today was UT... i came to class with the mood ' piss me off today and you're fucking going to get it from me'... so i was rather kept to myself atleast for a period of time... yay to me... once again i got to team up with all the CHINA FUCK SHIT... im not against all CHINA students but just my team members...

i was hoping that they repeat what they did to me and abandoned me from the team's discussion with their mandrin conversation the whole day... even the research was in chinese language... but den they failed me...if they did, they would have gotten a handfull from me... so yeah didnt care much about them as i just focused on my work...

i got home early compared to other days... need some time off i guess... i little tired... so yeah... so i sat in my room thinking about alot of stuff... but then again, i still cant find and answer to the question that ive asked myself long ago... shit... i think its just me... oh well... we will see the happenings soon i guess..


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Monday, October 13, 2008

okay so pictures, pictures and more pictures... okay GO!!!

BAND RAYE OUTING YOK!!!

as per usual, there's always close to 30 odd every year and that doesnt change this year... and yes... it was freaking fun but at the end of the day we are all worn out... so yeah... pictures to elaborate


alumnis, seniors and the kids


kecik and the back lane krew


members of batch 2003 - 2008

so yeah this is the MSL CONCERT BAND FAMILY... too bad alot of them couldnt make it of not it would have been so much noisier that what we had...


W35L FAMILY RAYE OUTING

over at my crib...

this is when they're full




on the way to YISHIN/KHATIB



TAUDIN TOFU crib - eat eat eat... from home to my haus to his crib



over at PALEEHIN's place - grandparents freaking kool people




so the last house was over at TEBAN GARDENS to SHEEDA's crib... more pictures to come and will post them when i get hold of them.. so yeah... now its back to skool week... holis are coming in 2 weeks... just a break for a week... damn its short...


well thats about the outing that we had in commemoration of HARI RAYA... well i guess there will be a few more rounds before it comes to an end...


A Recollection Of Memories...


Friday, October 10, 2008

just wanna start this post by posting what i feel about life in 3 words... LIFE'S A BITCH!! and yes it can also be found in PALEEHIN's post...

so lets start by what happened today... so as per usual i would reach class close to 9. and today we had science... the fres thing that come to my mind with the word science would be that irritating faci who wants to talk but never opens her mouth... now that's irritating... so yeah due to the lack of team members we had to combine group... and so here is what i have in my team... we have all the 3 china students and i chinese dude and of cuz me...

everything was pretty much fine in the begining... after fmt we were kind chilling out and that's when it starts... they converse in mandrine and im totally cool with it... but when we moved on to discussing the worksheet, we discussed it in mandrine... now thats being rude... eventhough im half chinese and can undesratnd abit of mandrine atleast have the courtesy for me... i was starting to get annoyed so i left for break...

when i came back, i looked at the worksheet trying to understand what happening... they did the same thing so i ignored what they're doing and carried on doing my stuff... so one of the 3 actually came across something to share with the team.. i was excited in a way as finally i can get involve... what i saw was a diagram... i couldnt figure what its about so i was looking for explanation but the shocking part is when he scroll the page upwards it was all in chinese language... FUCK IT DUDE... what the fuck is wrong with you people... im physically here in the same team...

i was freaking annoyed... when the faci came, i just answered what i know... fuck them... so directly as 12 i packed by bag and left the class... whats the point of staying anyway... there is no chance im going to present what i dunno... to hell with the daily grades...

so i went to DHOUBY instead to meet up with a fren of mine to catch a movie... so yeah... that's why LIFE'S A BITCH!!


A Recollection Of Memories...


Thursday, October 9, 2008

i just need the whole world to be quiet... i just need somewhere to tell everything go... FUCK WORLD...

one day everything was okay and the next every goes fucking wrong... problems after problems appear and ive got so many other things to do that i would just allow the problems to multiply... and fucking yay ive not got a fucking collection of fucking problems...

alot of things in my mind right now... still considering... things like quiting JAMMERZ ARENA due to some problems which im facing and i start to somehow lose interest in playing as a band...
i would seriously just want to be in my own band and no other rock/concert band... i tink im done being involve...

im looking for people who wants to buy avenged sevenfold tickets from me... prices are reasonable and negotiate-able


A Recollection Of Memories...


Tuesday, October 7, 2008

just got home not long ago... im tired now... so tis is just going to be a short one... and i mean it... just got back from visiting with the krew...

aight update tmr...


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Monday, October 6, 2008

i miss a post yesterday cuz i was out the whole day... morning was mith my family... we proceeded to PASIR RIS to visit my god aunties houses... we seldom see each other and therefore we have alot to talk about... a few hours there before we got home cuz i was expeting my old classmates frm sec skool days to visit...

this year only 10 odd managed to tag along so yeah tats it but the happenings are still there... guess we really picked up our crap from where we left off... so i joined them to a few houses... people say ive changed alot... in terms of appearance and height... but do i? haha nvm...

im begining to like computing module cuz the problems now are like interesting like todays problem about KANGKONG!!! haha like what the hell lah... but its fun...

so yeah tmr is the start of UT... im kinda prepared for it... so yeah just did some revision and i so wanna ace my UT tis semester...

tmr visiting day with the band... rushing off aft skool... so yeah... this week will come and go very fast... tk care nice people...


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Saturday, October 4, 2008

ive got the chance to have my weekends all to myself... meaning that ive got nothing on unlike other weekends where ive got work... so today i was busy with helping my parents to whip up a few dishes... so started as early to prepare... seriously there was a big spread... but come to think of it... we are not expecting anyone... so yeah...

other than that, the day have been rather mundane... so this is what i think about this year;s hari raya... NOT HAPPENING... but nevermind... wasnt expecting much aniway... so tmr will be out with family and later in the day with all those 5S1 jerkz from the sec skool days... im sure its gonna be fun...

i begin to understand the meaning of the term love... love in general is very much a huge and broad topic to explore... people around me ive observed are somewhat being involved in it... be it happy with it or having problems along the way... so what is exactly love... well love is something which is being shared with each other... something which means so much that its hard to go off once we are into it...

i sit and wonder about it... i have so much to give but yet i couldnt find the opposition to receive it... i searched hard and stumbled a few times till ive found you... but i just couldnt bring it across cuz i have this fear that its going to turn out to be wrong... but deep inside i couldnt resist that smile that you which which brings so much meaning to me...

happiness ive yet to get but through you, you are my happiness... a person will never get everything that he desires but there is still a chance that he will get it... a chance i need to grab that long awaited happiness... but how long?


A Recollection Of Memories...


Friday, October 3, 2008

WARNING!!! THIS POST IS A CRAPPY ONE... PARENTAL ADVISORY...

today seems to be a very interesting and alot to talk about day... okay im going to give it a miss to what happened during class cuz its been repeating itself... okay lets start...


first of all i wanna talk about a family of mine... ALVIN TAN
so we assume that this is him a few decades ago.... he uses a website which make him have an image from the past... okay but thats not the topic for this post...


so i assume that you people have seen the drink above somewhere before... so u guys tell me the alcohol percentage... its below 5 %... so here the story goes... trying to insult someone who said that he/she could drink half a bottle of pure vodka without getting drunk or high... so tis NIN LAOPE above says that he cant hold his liquor well cuz he will sure to get drunk even with half a can of jolly shandy...


moving on to the next topic...
sometimes, arguments are just never ending... refering to PALEEHIN... he irritates people with his 'then'... everytime someone tries to reason out with him, he would say 'then?' repeatedly... how irritating can that be... so i tried a new solution... whenever he starts saying then i would say ok... but after a while, ive noticed that the word ok is invented to stop arguments but at the same time starts a new argument from the word itself...

so the class last minute backed out from going to the chalet cuz everyone was shagged... so as per usual headed to CWP with the clique and had our dinner at the foodcourt before walking round and round... decided to head fro WOODLANDS POINT to shop for some stuff... so RAJAN and i bought ourselves a few clothings and i bought another buckle...

see below for reference



so this is wat ive got myself...

and so this is the previous one that i had... and still having it...

im so not into violence but i just love to have something different... so yeah i know is post is crap... im out...



A Recollection Of Memories...


Thursday, October 2, 2008

well today i wasnt having the mood for skool but nevertheless i did myself a gud deed and proceeded on to skool... well today, the class was rather much quiet as a few of them decided to have an extended holis of their own...

i enjoys very much todays problem... it gets me going and understanding it was the most exciting part of learning... being the 2nd day of the festive month... it was nice to see some of them wearing the costumes and stuff...

so today did not go out visiting people but rather stay at home to wait for some people who are coming over... im having guest right now... yeah... niwae tmr the class is heading over to PASIR RIS for chalet... its to celebrate JOAN's birthday... seriously its our first gathering in 4 weeks with the class cuz maybe we could have it before due to the fasting month...

today MANDA taught me indirectly the value or the meaning of the word frens... its kinda tough for her at the current moment... i wun elaborate but i very much understand how she is feeling currently... 3 years is not tat long nor it is short... but it will come and go... stay strong okay...


A Recollection Of Memories...


Wednesday, October 1, 2008


HYRUDE BETAILLE ( BADOT)

okay so lets start with some updates... this freak up here just turned 17 today and wat a day to celebrate a birthday in conjunction with HARI RAYA and CHILDREN'S DAY... kool shiet...

okay so i survived the 18 hours work yesterday and my god im dead tired and plus my throat when rough... reached home roughly at 3 in the morning... so yeah... slept a little ltr and had to wake up early cuz my family wants to have a fotoshoot...

im tired of smilling over and over again plus its kinda warm just nw... today never really go visiting alot cuz its been like this for the past few years..

and IM STILL TIRED FROM DAYS OF WORK...
so yeah... enjoy today...


A Recollection Of Memories...








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