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on the verge of falling


we're falling apart,
i wish i could save you,
but you kept everything to yourself,
you know that i tried to make things right,
but it all never seems to work out,
we're on the verge of falling down.






Friday, February 27, 2009

one word... shag...

yeah im feeling very drained up... but i wont complaint cuz work is work... well the day is over now so might as well forget about it... right?

i like how you look at things....
i like it when our eyes meet...
i like your smile...
i like this feeling that i am having...
i like the warmth of your hand...
and i what i like best is actually you...

todays's topic: LIKE...

its you, you , you and more YOU...
its only you.. (:


A Recollection Of Memories...


Thursday, February 26, 2009

im keeping this post short...

LOVE IS BLIND...

if its meant to be for us... it will my dear...


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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

feelings... it will lead to many other factors like the word maybe...
maybe... just maybe...

in you i can see us... maybe true?... just maybe erm would what i feel come true? maybe?

maybe just maybe...

maybe i like this feeling... and maybe im into more of you now... maybe just maybe...

maybe we could create something special between us... maybe we could but just maybe...

maybe you would have known how i feel towards you.. maybe so...

all of these maybe's could be true in a positive way if all my questions are answered... maybe...


today's topic - maybe


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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

well... feelings... dats all i can say... feelings...

julian alformosi is feeling more of you now... and im liking it alot... feelings are something which brings us closer... i like the sight of you... i like how we communicate and i like how u smile your goodbye's to me...

but isit too early for anything to develop? hmph... i don't know but im loving this current feelings...

i know that im having such feelings but do you know that its for you?

its mind games for nw...


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this seems to be a rather informal post cuz ive simply got nothing to do at this moment... so i decided to walk down memory lane and review the fast changing person i am...

the different faces of me
enjoy...


A Recollection Of Memories...





pardon me for my absence... my time was rather filled up with alot of activities of late... but nevermind about that... so ive been consistently coming back for band these few weeks... and yesterday was their rehearsal at singapore conference hall... well i think they did alright... alot of small little things that needs to be corrected but its not much of a problem...

yesterday was kind of a reunion atleast for me... seeing my alumni percussionist turning up for the rehearsal... it was surely a good feeling... its been rather along time since all of use came together and behave like how percussionist behave... i miss those times when i could lead a bunch of percussionist who share the same aim as me... i miss the times when we share the same stage and i miss the times when percussionist was not about ourselves but more of us... but atleast things between us have not change a single bit...

work today was alright... i kind of enjoy today eventhough im a little tired... but atleast im not working tomorrow... lets ee... plans for tomorrow? NO PLANS... book me early if any of you wants to hang out...

take care people


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Saturday, February 21, 2009

got back from work not long ago... and before that i was attending band... well im really very proud of my 'kids' for doing quite a good job from the breakdowns that they had not long ago... well its just another 40 over days... im sure you guys can achieve what you guys want... as your senior im all the way supporting you people...

time flies very fast... it was 2 years ago that i got to share the stage with the finest few percussionist of my era... i could still remember myself behind the snare drum with the drumstick sticking onto me and playing every stroke as if nothing else matter much... yes those were the days... well its your turn to shine now... the stage is now yours... make me proud...




The Seventh Night of July - Marsiling Secondary School


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Friday, February 20, 2009

well another short update about these few days... nothing really exciting and different happened... still the same old happenings... its either to work or to band but atleast im loving it...

accompanied Airah and her mum to send little Humaira to skool and accompanied them to causeway point before headig to workplace to settle some admin stuff... fetched little Humaira and accompany her to the playground near our houses... came along DVR Baduts and Budak Lepak Tingkat 2 and i had to go home for some stuff...

met them again at Airah's crib and had another session of monopoly but this time round its tag team...teamed up with Airah and of cuz with me around... its always down hill meaning that i always lose but this time we decided to declare ourselves bankrupt... well we had fun didnt we... sorry ehk Airah... kite kalah... haha

okay im freakingly bored right nw... people if you're free enough please entertaint meabit aight...


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Monday, February 16, 2009

today was rather a fun day... was different from any other day... well woke up from my rather harsh sleep early and met up with my close friend Jazrel... accompanied her to skool to settle some reconfigurations... it was pathetically long so headed to banquest to have our branch... it was still early so made our way down to the cofee shop near the skool for our normal spot...

decided to go back into skool after quite sometime but was only turned down whe we were told its still not ready... so out of our still like a small kid heads we decided to play a game of Monopoly... i freakingly enjoy this game.. its been so long since i last played it... so played until we forgot about the time and i had to head down to help out with the band...

so i came rather late but atleast i managed to help abit here and there... nothing much happened in band... just the normal routine... after band got back home before heading towards Dee's cribs to meet up with the rest of the homies.. so dats the rather fun part of the whole day...





i want to play more of this never boring oldskool game...




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ARYL SUERLYSKI... WHO TURNS A YEAR OLDER... MAY WHAT YOU CRAVE AND DESIRE FOR WORKS WELL FOR YOU...


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Sunday, February 15, 2009

i wasted half of the day sleeping... well ive benn rather tired from work and late night tuning in to myrecital fm... its reali a cool place for kids like us... so stayed home the whole of today.. intended to go for a swim but no one else was available to tag along so spent the whole afternoon infron of the moving image box watching some football...

well nothing much to update today... so dats about it... tuning to fm now... tk care people


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its been too long away from this world of mine - the internet... ive been rather busy and lazy to update... well i am here nw... so ive been spending alot of time with them..

im missing HUMAIRA... the one sitting on my lap...

today was all about my brother from another mother ARYL SUERYLSKI... and in conjunction with valentines day we decided to celebrate it as a band... and we gave him an early surprise birthday celebrations... we have been planning it for almost a month...


the people held responsicble for the occasion



MUD JACOBSON
AZHAR ROCKSTAR

HYRUDE BENSON

JULIAN ALFORMOSI

AIRHA JOI


BIRTHDAY BOY TO BE...


a brother from TINGKAT #2 LEPAK -

MINTY

THE NEVER ENDING GAY PARTNER





DEVOUT RECITAL'S MEMOIRS









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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

current mood: tired

just got back from work... work was fun with all the staff and environment... nothing much to update really... plans for tomorrow? hmph... unsure... if ive got nothing on most prob i will come back for band...

early night people... ciaoz


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Monday, February 9, 2009

headed down RP with hyrude benson ,azhar rockstar and my lil brother, ayun... we did our small revision for about sometime before we packed up and moved on to our next day's activity...






have you ever wondered why coke taste so good?
well we got these 2 bottles at the price of $0.60 each... good deal... good deal





so we headed down to woodlands swimming complex and meet up with my brother Eddy before getting into the pool... along the way we meet Airah joi 's family and her siblings joined us... im freakingly honest when i say that Airah's little sister, Humairah is super cute... she is only four and she cuddles me and put her head down on my shoulder... i do not have a lil sister so i was rather excited...


well ive not eaten jelly for quite sometime and yes it reminds me of my childhood days =)

have you seen those typical matrep along the street... so i was wondering how i would look like being them... and this is how i would look


see... a typical matrep on the street... haha


well today nothing much happened except that i cam back to band to help them prepare for their SYF... and we are down with more problems... we are now short of 1 percussionist as he decided to quit and things are rather hayewire with the parts... but we are trying to settle it fast...
that's all for now people...


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Saturday, February 7, 2009

today seems to be a much better day compared to yesterday... atleast i managed to settle what ive been facing yesterday...

headed over to Fuchun CC with the kids settle their scores and to coordinate them back and to get them back on track for their syf... and settling their stuff today was seriously a headache for me but im glad that everything seems to be back to normal... im sure u guys can achieve what you people have been aiming for... keep on practising hard...

im im feeling so much better after clearing the air betwwen us and that now everything seems to be much clearer for us... lets make good use of the time left and enjoy ourselves...

plans for tomorrow? erm its study time for us and after that... swimming with the krew... have a nice weekend ahead... take care...


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Friday, February 6, 2009

fuck fuck fuck... and i don't need this right now... right from the start of my day its been nothing but fucking problems to me... just when i thot that everything seems to be doing well this have to occur... and fuck i dun need this...

i was totally disappointed with what happened to the section... too many problems left unsolved and stupid mistakes... fuck... open up your eyes... im sure you can see for yourselves... so much for the best section award that the section achieved not long ago... what happened to all the team work and i do not need to tell you people how to do things... you people need to try and settle things yourselves... i know that there is too much pressure surrounding the section from the teachers and the tutor... but that is not really my problem... im just coming down to help you guys improve but you people need to do your own part too...

come on... i know that you people can do it... you people know that i would almost give anything for you guys to succeed... i would even turn up to help u guys even if i have to skip class and u guys know that... I FREAKING LOVE THE PERCUSSION SECTION!!!!

so much for mixing your personal problems with dvr... i fucking do not need that... jsut because of a simple prank... u decided to make a rash decision to quit dvr... eh hello... haven't you notice... this prank and dvr is not fucking related at all... just because i was there... you fucking that that i was fucking involve... ehk please fucking open up your mind and fucking act maturely... and try not to run away from the problem cause that will only show what a person you are...

and i fucking do not need that from you... i was just asking you if u have received a phone call from them... i was concerned... but you thought that i was reluctant to tell you i received their phonecall? ive got too many problems with all the fucking happenings that fucking happened to me today.... and i fucking do not need that... if you think that you have problems... ket me tell you... i have fucking problems too... ya but whats the point... small little problems seems to be too much for you to swallow... ive been keeping quiet of alot of things cuz i didnt want to make a big fuss about it cuz i don't see a point... but i guess its been too much now and i cant keep quiet about it...

FUCK I SO DO NOT NEED THIS TODAY...


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Thursday, February 5, 2009


HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER - AYUN...
AND FINALLY HE'S UPGRADE HIMSELF AND HE IS NOW LEGAL TO BE CALLED BOY..


and like any other events that happened... my family loves to whip up a few dishes... sometimes its not even a few... its more than that...





and of cuz there are always a new addition to the picture collections... so that just about what happened today... and weekends are fast approaching and still i have no idea on what to do this vacation...

take care people...


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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

here i am sitting in my living room under the dim light and all alone with so many things on mind... so skool's out for the next few weeks and currently nothing much fills up my time except for the frequent going back for band practices... so i think its a good time to do a bit of reflection...


what's done can never be undone... that i understand... and so with this, im changing part of how i do things and all the little happenings in life.... in this progressive society i cannot tend to be satisfied with what i already have... i have this urging desire to overcome more and explore furthur... and im aiming for it...

events for tomorrow? let me see... erm morning heading to the swimming pool... noon to band sectionals and afternoon birthday celebrations of my youngest brother... i will be busy... i guess...

till then people... im crashing in...



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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

i guess this holidays have really spoilt me to an extend... ive been having serious late nights everyday and waking up somewhere near afternoon... so what have i been up to? erm let me recall back... oh yes... chats, networking, editing pictures and late night movies nd football matches and not to forget gaming at times... see what o mean by im soilt due to this holidays... and shiet im starting to have eyebags...

so i decided to tag along my siblings and mum to step outside of singapore... headed over to johore and did some shopping and spend some time together... just to have fun... so nothing much happened and nothing much caught my eye so i didnt buy much... im very fussy when it comes to buying clothes... it must not be too long and the sleeve must be just nice and all... shietr im having such an ass attitude... haha..

afternoon was as per normal over at aryl's crib and gaming... so i got back my guitar and im picking up my playing again... till then people...


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Monday, February 2, 2009


HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AIRAH JOI!!!
and yes you finally turned a year older... may you have a great year ahead... and i guess you did have a great time today with the badots...
below are pictures from today














and its never complete without a picture with the badots...


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Sunday, February 1, 2009


a small update to wish my good fren-YVONNE OH a happy 19th birthday... may all your little wishes comes true =)...

well nothing much happened today... decided to stay at home and rot... not rot exactly but i did spent some time doing math revision... and guess what? its already the month of February... how fast... tk care people





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