Friday, February 29, 2008
thanks fer the memories
todae the 29 of FEBUARY... LEAP YEAR...once in 4 years... todae was wat i would lyk to call it as one of those special and meaningful days in my life... i manage to correct all the small problems dat i hav and manage to bring peace... the section is slowly growing... i can feel it...im proud of u guys... keep it up... went to 3 HAUS PARK after band together with the alumnis to hav dinner as usual... how ever there were momenst where silent was enhance amongst us... maybe those normal noise maker wasnt there with us... busy days ahead fer me... jamming sessions... shopping... tutoring... just hav to find tym fer all these... horoscope: What are you waiting for? It's time to get proactive and go after what you want!notink i could tink of to say when u were around... i just kept mum... fear? nervous? i was just plain dumb... i could hav seized the moment... the moment when we separate our paths... my eyes tagged behind you... i just couldnt walk home with you... maybe i couldnt face the rest if you ever insisted on goin home alone... as you crossed the road i felt disturb... messaged you to infrom me that you reached home safely... i din expect you to do so... but you did... it was a special day to spend with a special sumone... i couldnt hav asked fer more
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Thursday, February 28, 2008
stupid and pointless
current mood: fucking irritating... i just dun noe wat i want in life animore... people changing their minds over a simple thing over and over again... stupid options that they can just fucking make up their minds to can take ages to settle... fuck... wats the point of having an open challenge fer just wanting to show who is the better band... fighting over a girl... come on people its just a thing to vent your anger on rite... u tink tat tis face off will sette it?... so wat if he assumes that he is a gud drummer? let he be... all i can say is that im no where near gud so theres no point in competing in it... not that im a coward or wad but i just dun see the point in doin so...
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
NAFA concert & THE TROOPER
im permanently out from the 8 to 3 werking slot... 26 of Feb was my last day... niwae... attended NAFA concert especially fer my dearest REKKHA... i noe she loves me now after saying tis... ended werk and got ready before headed to skool... had some rehearsal before moving to mit the others at BOOTS & SHOES...... 30 odd members went fer the concert and i thot it was a concert worth watching... trained over to BUGIS before miting with ABBY and JIAHAO... its lyk a reuinion... BAND is LOVE...  waiting to enter the room... its just a random picture... pink is HOT .jpg) i adore the arrangement of the essemble... but THE TROPPER triggers me even more... just speechless... .jpg) that my brother from another mother... ZAID... he sure looks so much hotter in person... rite KECIK? .jpg) dats just me... ALFORMOSI... some assh**es dun even hav the basic ettiquet fer a concert... half way thru they jst slept thru the concert... i find it very irritating cuz they were right infront of me... niwae my attention was on REKKHA's solo... eventhou she assumes that she sumhow screw her solo up... i totally disagree... after the concert... stomach felt empty... dinner with the band... some had to go off early as it was a week night... ate at a nearby coffee shop and bus-ed home...
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Sunday, February 24, 2008
memories remains
to start off... yesterdae was a very memorable day fer me...
yesterdae was werk till 1... went back and got ready to meet the NONGNENGS at boots... i felt so old as i was with the sec 1s till we met ZAID and FIRZA at the platform... went over to YISHUN and had lunch over at MAC... i could feel the bond between us... its great... walked over to YISHUN SAFRA... wanted to bowl but competition was on... it was 4 in the afternoon and was told dat we could only bowl at 6... played arcade and had loads of fun with them... itsjust so exciting to be with them... shy was not a word we noe off...
it was 6 and tym to bowl... eventhough i onli had a game with them it was undescribe-able
had to rushed over to SEMBAWANG station to meet up with IZZAT SALLIE and AZIEE... class BBQ was on at SEMBAWANG PARK... went there fer a short while before heading home... meeting all my classmates bring back emotional memories... all of us hav grown since and now independantly stepping to the outside world... frenship worth living fer...  Class 5S1 of year 2007
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Friday, February 22, 2008
yishun to sembawang
back to werk after 2 days of 'rest'... werk ended early fer me todae... got home at 1 and rest a while before goin fer band... manage to ask fer sum advice regarding the music line... band todae i felt was ok cuz matbe it was the end of the week and most of the peeps felt dried up... ROCKY was rocking... im enjoying evry beat of it... went home early today... just felt lyk goin home and watch tv... plans fer tomorrow... should be off tomorrow but im down fer werk due to lack of man power... will end at ard 1... hopefully... miting my section mated at BOOTS & SHOES at 3 before heading to YISUN SAFRA fer bowling... its a section outing... looking forward fer the outing as i guess its about tym the juniors glue themselves to us... tomorrow will bea fun day i suppose... goin to meet class of 2007 classmates at SEMBAWANG at 6... there will be a BBQ REUNION... its oways fun meeting old frens... memories and all those stupid stuff dat we use to do together... we will laugh at tinking bout the past... goin to be a v long day and im so into the last gear...
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Thursday, February 21, 2008
busy days hectic lifestyle...
20 Febuary 08finally my day off after a long week of werk... but it was no different from any other morning... woke up early to accompany mum to ICA BUILDING to collect her passport... cab-ed to and fro cuz had a busy scheduled day... rushed back home... prepared fer band and met SHAFIQ under my block before heading towards MARSILING MRT to meet up with AISYAH... walekd to skool... band was fun todae... ROCKY was gud overall but still hav room fer improvement... after band the alumnis headed to causeway point fer dinner... its been a while since our dear REKKHA visted us... well its due to her busy schedule... we noe... niwae took neo print... cant recall the last tym i took one... its lyk close to 4 years ago... haha  recently ive notice a slight drop in the standard of my section... ive made some plans to ammned the section back... of cuz there are tyms where problems arises amongst one another but it only temporary... qoute of the day... you change already!! 21 Febuary 08 todae was a very busy day fer me... the overview fer the day... 4 polys+appeal+peninsular plaza... left home as early as 730 to board the train to NANYANG POLY... appeal fer the JAE ADMISSION EXERCISE... did not qualify fer any courses... so had to applied thru DAE... appealed fer hospitalityand resort management... went to other polys but all say i dun qualify fer anitink by the tym im done with it... it was around 1... reached home at 2... met KARWAH and headed to PENINSULAR PLAZA to get him a new guitar... searched fer a gud price and bought it... on the other hand i couldnt resist the temptation of owning an A7X top... so got 1 fer 16 bucks... i guess its worth it... had LJS at MARINA SQ fer dinner and headed back home... got home earlier than other days... werk tomorrow but a short 1 fer me... 
WAKING THE FALLEN
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
damn dat 6:27:53
a day where ive broke free and enter a new phase in life... bad info cant come in at the right tym... i woke up to the sound of a message tone from my fone... its 6:27:53am... a message from MOE MOHAMMAD NOOR NIZAM B WAHID, we regret to inform you that your application under 2008 JAE is not succesful... early in the morning receiving this message spoils my mood... went to werk feeling tired mentally... got offfrom werk the moment i was supposed to... went home and tok to my mum regarding appeals and stuff... 2mrw im goin down to RP to appeal fer admission... was bored at home so met LIXIN LISHAN JOREEN and SHAFIQ at 3 HAUS PARK... as per normal poker came out to play... aniwae hopefully dat 2mrw brings gud results... i was so unsure of who to confront and i didnt thot of wat outcome it may had been... all i could do was to pick up dat fone and punched in your umber... hearing your voice brought history back... the feeling was just undescribe-able... i guess it was a gud start fer us... even thou it was only a mere 9 minutes or so... it was a stepping stone... im sure great tings are being unfold infront of us in time to come...
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Monday, February 18, 2008
heart attack-ing
another meaningful day went passed today... dropped by band fer an hour or so... did some practicing before they we getting ready to fall in... band... looking at your current standards reali set us alumni thinking... we did wat we should... we thaught wat we noe... we passes the tradition down... but sumtink down the line there is a mistake tat we do not know... all i can say is that its slacking... the majors hav been trying so hard to push you guys... they care so much fer the band... how come there's no response... had tym toking to the band... made them realise their mistakes... hopefully wat ive said get thru them... i just wonder why izit that evritym i tok to the band it kinda works... izit respect that im getting? maybe so... tears from your cries are wat being shed to foster and bond you people together... work with each other and you will achieve your achievements... went over to CIVIC CENTRE meeting ATTY SHAFIQ and FINA... dropped by to CAUSEWAY POINT LJS to buy dinner with JOREEN... walked to our normal hang out spot... 3 HAUS PARK... HELINA came along... played the game heart attack!! it was reali heart attack-ing... it was fun with them... band is oways bout fun... ive got to noe of wat u were thinking and felt thru a reliable source... all you need to do now is to clear tings up... im all ears now... i giv you my heart... do watever it is dat you one... all im asking fer is not to tear it up...
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
sticks and skins
ive read sumwhere saying dat life is lyk a game... u decide how you want to win it or lose it... ive been sitting around fer way too long all these years.. wasting alot of tym... yes ive achieved sumtings over the years but its not all fer me... ive achieved more fer sum one else... its about tym i decide my own path and go with it... no more follow with the flow... planning ahead fer the next few weeks... ive only left with a few weeks before skool starts... after much thot... ive decided to quit my job end of the month... i need tym to refocus on my goals which is to be a gud percussion player... im still a long way from achieveing the word good player... rattles on the drum skin is all i am from now on... todae was a hectic day... slept late yesterday woke up early today and worked overtym... 11 hours todae... im missing the fun of the word life and im about to find the meaning of it soon... friends and family are considered to be a life line while obstacles are enemies in life... fate is gods will... be plan ahead HE decide fer us... POLY posting will be out on the 19th... nervous no... worried no... im just carefree... we are only a few days away from the point where i can meet u and bond lyk wat we use too... both of us are like a petal of flower being blown by the wind only waiting to collide with each other sumwhere... we hav flown alone fer far too long nw... its about tym we collide... i miss evri 13th of each month... we use to atleast spent the day together in the past...
heart meets emotions = outcome... the key to my achievements is now locked in ur heart...
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poker-ing blackjack-ing mahjong-ing
16th FEBUARY 08i woke up to find out that i will be spending the weekend differently from other weekends... met the band peeps over at WOODLANDS CENTRE... headed over to JOANNE's crib to spend the day having fun... played poker and blackjack... fun? no its extremely fun and chaotic... played on until it was nearing 4 when some of us decided to head to LISHAN's crib... walked back to the bus stop but due to some idea LIXIN wanted to hav a change of clothes... when we got there sometink was quite funny to me... we were actuali redaing how immature LIXIN was when she was younger... she kept her daily entries in a diary... very cute... part ways with them as ive to meet SHAFIQ... did my stuff and headed to LISHAN's place... learnt mahjong... its very fun... btw i can read abit of chinese characters... thanx guys fer teaching me... they say that i brought luck with me and pass it to NERIN sumhow... cuz the moment i came she kept on winning... lucky star= me... played blackjack... made sum stoopid mistakes made the peeps laugh their heads off... wish we could stay abit longer but it was late... had a nice day out with them...
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Friday, February 15, 2008
sense of ease
todae marks another one of those touching moments day fer me... as usualy werk in the morning then band in the afternoon... just as i arrived to the music room i was welcomed by a large crowd of band members... i was approached and ask if i would lyk to perform fer a percussion essemble fer a CC... the question is... do i hav tym and commitment fer it... today i was kinda disturbed as to why the section sumhow does not feel right... maybe its because its the last day of the week... im goin to make an exception tis tym... managed to hav a small conversation with the section regarding wat i expect of them... after dat bitter incident regarding SHARON... i had no choice but to knock sum sense in them... after band headed over to CAUSEWAY POINT via bus with SHAFIQ LISHAN and LIXIN... its KFC again fer me... 2 days running... these few days ive noticed dat ive been eating alot... if u ask me why me myself couldnt explain... bought a pack of poker cards and headed to 3 HAUS PARK... its lyk as if we were addicted by laughter during the game of heart attack... little giggles deep in us makes a laughter... aniwae thot of playing MAHJONG tomorow but hav to see if SHAFIQ is tagging along... ive been messaging and messaging you all ti while... thinking dat you're too busy to reply... but the fact is dat you actuali lost your fone... atleast its better than you ignoring me... having the chance to hear your voice even fer a short while just nw actuali eases my misses fer you... exams will be over fer you in a weeks tym... im surely excited to atleast spend a day out with you and do some catch ups... yes its been a while...memories from 3 years back...
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
valentine-d out
14th febuary... a day where love is almost enuf fer evri1 to spread and share it around... plans of wat i would hav the intention to fulfil was being postpone.. thot of atleast miting up with her but i thot of not goin on with it as she is fast approaching her exams... a new year and another year celebrating valentines with my frens... a day pf my long awaited pool session with my frens... tis tym round its a day with LISHAN (she ask me to type BIG BIG) and SHAFIQ... guess i did play quite alrite eventhou its been a very long tym since i hit that cue ball... done with pooling... moved on to filling up our stomachs... headed to KFC... ordered a bandito meal and gobbled it down... the last tym i could remember having a KFC meal was 8 months back... had to bus-ed back... due to sum idea i had to take 912... nevermind... its not oways dat we can get a chance to tok alot... 2008 valentines day was a meaningful one fer me as ive got to share it with my closest frens... the day dat i actuali got a chance to hav dinner together became a very memorable day fer me... eventhou its been 4 years now... the recollection of dat day keeps living in me... how i wish we could do it again... having an outing where i can ease my intentions to you... you hav grown since... and so did i... our days at the basketball court together with other band mates till the break of dusk... playing and laughing our hearts out... tyms where we would kick soccer around and din reali cared bout the happenings of the wrold... dearest... ive miss you so and all those tyms dat ive spent with you... be it gud or bad... you hav thaught me several tings which i will keep in mind... you having called by anither name still represents you... a person whom i look upon fer the past 4 years... im still waiting and waiting hard fer dat moment where there will be no barrier between us... the moment where heart meets feelings and emotions... a chance is all i need... reincarnation is no longer an option... tis is life... you hav to chase fer ur dreams... loses lose on battles of chasing... im not a loser... im still counting the days... A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO YOU MS CHONG SIEKMEE... my heart goes out to you deeply...
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
its all bout love giving
im just a few hors away from wat the world would call VALENTINES DAY... a day were its all bout giving out love... to me i see it as a day fer me to reali love the world like ive never did fer the other 364 days of a year... eventhough i may not be able to celebrate is with whom i would say a special companion... im not being pulled back by the idea of a NO VALENTINES DAY... to my FAMILY MEMBERS...those whom hav been with me fer all i could remember... even if i dun tell u great people dat i love and care fer u guys... in actual fact i do...to MS CHONG SIEKMEE...eventhough dat years hav passed by with a blink of an eye... feeling do not just fades away fer me... in fact it only developes to be a deeper feeling towards you... i guess all dat im owing you is fear... fear of not reali goin deep im myself to find the courage of letting you noe how i truly feel bout you... fer im still waiting with silence...to my SWEET & NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE ADS BRADS... its been a heel of a tym with u guys... joys and sorrows hav been shed fer each other... timeholding us strong together... meanings to care and concern could be found within u guys...to my MSL CONCERT BAND MEMBERS...a part os us will oways be flowing into each musical notes fer we share the same passion and love fer music... a family where no one gets left behind... love of a section combines to build up a greater level of emotions which carries the band to stay united... a history in the making which will be jotted in the books...to my FRENS...noeing u guys makes my cricle of frens wider... keep in touch and hope dat fernship can last...you see dat its not only a day fer cuoples but more of a world wide ting... to those couples out there... renew your vows and may u guys be together fer long... fer those singles spread the love around... even to strangers that you do not noe...  me... aLForMosi ps. i miss you so...
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
fate is fair
epitome - to be a very typical example of sumtink special...others might just see you as another individual living in this world of uncertainty... i oways prefer to looks at tings from a different perspective... to me... u are the meaning of the word EPITOME... a typical example of wat i would say another part of life... a greater level or pinnacle of my foundation stone in mylife... a page of an epistle left open fer us to jot down our new life fer we hav forgotten our past miseries on purpose... there's precisely no point in looking back at it... a new year and a new chapter of our life... i truly understand dat you are down with alot of tings more important nw den to tink of the future and dat is wat the world would call exams... fate hav sumtink in store fer evri1... sit around and wander your mind off... time will tell
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Monday, February 11, 2008
naive wasnt a negative sign
my evriday mornings hav been filled up with working hours... decided to went fer a getaway as well as cath up moment with my frens... ive seldom took a train ride alone... but yesterdae was one of those rare moments... i trained alone to town... lonely moments set me tinking and reflecting... to me im not naive in the past tinking of sharing part of me with her... i realised dat it was like a stepping stone which leads to another... surely there are times when i wish i could erase it from the past but thru matters lyk tis we actuali became closer... went to PLAZA SINGAPURA and finally got hold of my long awaited pair of 7A FINETIP DRUMSTICKS... just like wat ive wanted... artist series... thou its abit costly... i guess its worth the price... it cost me 17 bucks..   ZilDijian - TERRI LYNE CARRINGTON
images of u keeps on coming back to me at a more freaquent cycle... guess im missing u too dearly... its been almost 2 months since my eyes laid upon ur priceless smile... i need to see u soon to let go of my miss-es words are meant to be said but not all of them may be true and sincere... actions makes an individual outshine but is it on purpose doings? tears shed lyk a river flow because of the remembrance of our sorrows... dat i would say to be a heartfelt sign... my emotions running in me could be as sincere as possible fer i hav never had anione special in my life except fer you... opportunity given will be taken wothout hesitation... your's truly... todae was kind of a tiring day fer me i guess...slept late ytd night... woke up at 7 to report to werk later... did wat i had to at werk with the thot of giving up my break time so dat i can finish it and make it fer band... as per normal MUZAP will take the juniors while i control the seniors... i emphasize greatly on strokings and rudiments... dats my forte... feel abit empty just nw... maybe its because dat i was the onli 1 present from my batch... got closer to my juniors... shared my experiences with them thru the years dat i had... its had to belive dat actuali 5 years hav come and go quickly... din reali had tym to hang out after band... family dinner at newton circus was planned... eat my fill and here i am blogging... out from this sorrows and anguish...
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Saturday, February 9, 2008
years of salvation
nothing bout my evriday life fer tis post... the month of february... a month where the deepest sign of inner love fer the opposite individual awakes from within...a moment of fragile yet heart warming fer couples to share their greatest love fer their other being... you who prosper on dat day shall never be reminded of your bittter sorrows dat you once had for as of dat day you vow urself of a new chapter of love together... VALENTINES DAY it is... years of experiences dat i had to a person whom i hav long awaited to spent dat day with just comes and go without me noeing it... year after year courage is all dat im lacking... fer dat may just be a character of mine... love makes an individual courages or it makes one coward... dat may hav been the case fer me... coward in tis erm may not be a negative factor fer love is sumtink u can force your way true... some may say dat love is better fer the opposite couple to feel rather than to know... dat i agree to my best capability...ive matured from tym to expres myself fer this special individual but im unsure of the effects dat it may take fer only fate noes wat my live bring me about... heartaches, sorrows, down moments, sweetest experiences... name it... we've been thru it all... some we just wants to lie about but its written in the books... i tried to close my eyes evrinight to get away from the world fer a short period of tym evri night... but when i do so ur image stands clear infront of me... trying to let my mind play games fer only to show a dream fer me but ur images runs thru my mind evri now and den... tried to ignore all this but i ask myself... is tis a sign to renew or even closer up the gap between us...MS CHONG SIEKMEE... will you allow me to salvage my most inner true feelings dat ive been keeping to myself fer the past 4 years? let me pour out all my sorrows to start a new chapter of my life and to clear all my pages of life just to hav ur name engraved on my heart?
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Thursday, February 7, 2008
shop and holes in my wallet
planned on goin to town side fer sum woodlands getaways... minutes before the proposed meeting tym i planned i decided to call it off... the reason being dat most shops will be closed fer the holis... did notink other than having the tv as my companion... was getting very bored when i decided to ask my bro to bring me up to johor fer sum shopping... its been very long since i got on his bike due to the servicing of it... ramp-ed up to johor and went around... made a stop at CITY SQ and searched fer sum stuff... had been planning to het a new buckle belt fer myself... had in mind a JACK DANIELS... searched fer it fer quite sumtym... but to no avail... came across a KNUCKLE DUSTER design and without hesitating i bought it... its not a fake duster... its real lah sey... a weapon to be without the belt... managed to cleared it pass customs... together with it i bought a new shirt fer the sake of increasing my shirt choices... its nice to me... suits my body size...   guys im sure i will be freaking bored tomorrow... wanna go out? ask me along... movies or anitink... lets go!!
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
i want my ass out!!!
its been a HELL of a wait fer me fer tis day to come... thers precisely no off day fer me fer the past 2 weeks... im very sure dat this 2 days holis will come and pass very fast... got my pay... not dat much slightly above 700 bucks... paid my dues dat i owed gave cash to family and im left with a mere 500 green bucks... im kinda tight on budget tis month... mdue to that my plans on getting my hands on a psp will be delayed... spent my pay on a pair of shirts... and treated my family on a meal... dats all... plans fer this holis... out with sum hangout peeps to go towning ard... buy sum wear... practice drumming... jamming maybe? seriously i so hav to get my ass out of woodlands... been stucks here fer almost a month nw... aLForMosi out...
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Friday, February 1, 2008
marathon over
been very busy lately... been goin home late from werk and reporting very early the next day.. dat hav been my routine fer 5 days.. im glad that my 5 days werk marathon is finally over... days pass by and i get lazier to pull myself out of bed... pay fer 5 days roughly slightly above 250... and its not worth the tiredness... simple note to HYRUDE " HEII! KAU SPEAKING NGN ANAK CINE NIE SIKET! "
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