im just tired and busy these few days... but i wun rant about it cuz im doing it to achieve my aim... and yes... ive achieved it... aniwae i wun elaborate on this...

sometimes i ponder to myself... been jamming and recording alot lately... so where will we be in the future... i love composing and playing music but i noe its going to be a very difficult path... will i sustain thru out... hmph...

tmr the start of the fasting month... its about time i do something, a change for a start... currently, deep inside me ive been missing a few souls... those that reali played a big part in me... just imagine, people miss calling me and when i call them back, they say its just for fun to hear my voice... yeah...

so meeting the krew for the developement of the songs, the acoustic version of these last words will be out in a few days time while waiting for the recordings of the song...

HAPPY FASTING MONTH TO ALL MUSLIMS!!

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things have been going fine relating to the previous post... im glad it is... yesterday was teacher's day celebrations in my old skool... well not much happenings... came down with the intention to look out for the bands performing... well they were alright... nothing much happened in skool..

skip the afternoon part... met W35L FAMILY at town area... did some touring around before finally heading towards NEWTON to have our dinner... somehow, it would have been so much fun if all could actually be there... but nevertheless we will have more meet ups... wanted to bowl with the rest of them... proceeded to YISHUN SAFRA and waited for lanes... but after an hour of waiting time, we decided to give it a miss... so yeah... dats bout it... slept late, woke up damn early for work and im so freaking tired... 1 more day of work before i can finally get what i want - N6500... soon... its very soon...

alright anythink just beep me

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emotions are a rerlection of what we feel... finally today, i found that courage that ive longed been seeking... 28 august... from the time when we were complete starngers and to being frens... things change... it changed for the better... we were close... but somehow deep in me... an unplanned desire and feelings grew deeper... i got emotionally attached to your self being... at first i didnt know if i should but you just overwhelmes me...

i came to accept that kind of feelings that ive planted in me... every morning i come to skool, i always needed to see your face and required your morning smile... it was fine... everything was kept in the dark for you... over time, i decided that it was only fair to you that we just be friends... i couldnt even tell you how i felt towards you but it was okay cause i understand the meaning behind us... we would feel so much comfortable being just friends and i like that feeling...

so i stepped back slowly but somehow a part of me hurts so bad... i reminded myself every single day that it was a natural human feel to be in that state... but nevertheless your smile still brightens my darkest day...

the song i wrote was much of a reflection of this whole fairytale... the title WHEN I'VE LOST A PART OF YOU directly expresses how lost i felt... but i still have the other part of you... and that is we are friends... i didnt expect you to react that way... you were fine with what i told you... what i expresses to you... when you told me that you like the lyrics to that song... trust me... i felt so good that ive manage to over the feeling of being timid to you... thanks for hearing me out...

had another round of recording just now over at clarke quay... 2 hours on drumset... no comments... will upload the song when its ready...

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im currently cracking my head for lyrics... the lyrics for WHEN I'VE LOST A PART OF YOU needs to be change for rhythmetic flow... im out of ideas... but hey... no rush...

tomorrow recordings for THESE LAST WORDS and hopefully it ends there... this shd be the finalised recordings...

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went to admiralty dorm with the krew members to work out on HOPING FOR A BETTER TOMORROW... the idea is kool which shares the same concept as the first singles... thanx people for your comments... critiques are welcome... currently im writing the lyrics for another original song - WHEN IVE LOST A PART OF YOU... will be out in a month's time i guess

due to some request, i'll post the lyrics

HEARFELT SERENADE - THESE LAST WORDS

verse 1
when i feel down i think of you.
when the rain starts falling down.
and how i wished that you would be.
just waiting there for me.

pre-chorus
your touch your smile,
your lips so fine.
i know that its all mine.oh baby i am yours,tonight.

chorus
and all day, and all night.
we march into the serpents front.
we've disguised to our demise.
if one day, we say goodbye.
i will take back all that's gone away.
remembering all these memories.

verse 2
i've spent these nights all by myself.
and your pictures is all i have.
dark memories been haunting me.
now its time to let you go.

pre-chorus
but deep inside,i've tried so hard.
to get back in your heart.
else these last words to you.

and all day, and all night.
we march into the serpents front.
we've disguised to our demise.
if one day, we say goodbye.
i will take back all that's gone away.
remembering all these memories.

your touch your smile,
your lips so fine.
i hope that its all mine.
and all these times that all i've done,
is all for you.
oh baby i am yours,tonight.

and all day, and all night.
we march into the serpents front.
we've disguised to our demise.
if one day, we say goodbye.
i will take back all that's gone away.
remembering all these memories.

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the trails we left behind...

continuation from the last post...

had jamming session with my krew yesterday... im enjoying every moment of it... finally our fers single is done... had 2 sessions yesterday.. the first was with the p**sy lickers at our normal kickback spot at douby... did a few rounds to polish up THESE LAST WORDS... help the lickers with their song fer the upcomng performance... hangout with the krew... for some reasons... our hands are just itchy to jamm some more...

called the jamming studio in clarke quay ahd booked... had 2 hours of free time so chilled out... did video recording... i think we did well...

feel free to comment and give feedback at my tagboard...

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jamming session was fun... im tired will blog again tmr

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family chalet was a big success... fun was all we had... other than tat we also spent a day together which is kinda unique - 20 08 2008...

its always fun spending time with these few bunch of ppl... be it through serious stuff or some jackass moments... eventhough this is like the last gathering together before splitting up, im very sure there is more to come from...







the pictures says it all... 1st nite was freaking fun... people getting high over vodka shots... highlight incident of rajan being wedgie by yusri till the last string of his underwear snap off... haha... we were bored i guess...


had breakfast together like how we always use to when we break for our first meeting... the presence of each individual just made the morning more meaningful... different faces we see in different time... from normal to sleepy faces and to stonning

its been freaking long since i last went swimming... had the opportunity to do so at the chalet... togther with RAJAN, ALVN and TAUDIN we did so together with sun tanning and sauna... it was fun spending time with these guys...



another day of shopping... headed to loyang point to get our essentials... we prepared our own sambal stingray... hungry and tired we were till its nearing nite...

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been having late nights doing some stuff... currently its guitar pro... currently im left with 2 more phrasing of THESE LAST WORDS and im done... holidays are getting so boring... refined on the drums part of it and headed over to the jamming studio to meet AFIQ and his bandmates to guide them in their playing...

its been a week of holidays and not many happenings occured... tmr is the class chalet and im kinda upset that those people that i wanted to them to come could not make it... but nevertheless its orite... its gud that chalet is finally here cuz ive been rather irritated in a gud way cuz some of my cliques are calling me and saying that they have something important to tell and the message is that they cant wait fer the chalet... like wth... haha... im sure its gonna be a hell load of fun...

will blog about chalet on friday... anithink just beep me...

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alright... the start of another week... did alot of things today... ALVIN picked me up at cwp taxi stand before heading to skool to settle some financial stuff... however, we nvr received what we came for... too early to go gome, we had lunch and chill out in the cafe 'gorilla'... bringing back past occurances which made us think bout how stupid a person was or even ourselves... dropped me off infront of msl for band...

band today was rather okay... not fantastic not lousy... did sectionals and i went on to check individualy... atleast we managed to settle a few problems... as per usual, the lepak kakis... the theme 'matrep' have been rather hot in discussion... hmph... i'll consider... NOT!!!

been slowly figuring out on how i can complete my tbas for THESE LAST WORDS and they are so killing my brain cells... taking a break from it now... will continue ltr at night...

chalet is in 2 days time... we are so looking forward to it from one and a half months ago... haha... gatherings and all those stupid language jokes, laughters and jerking around... W35L... u guys are truly missed...

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is 1258 am now...

im freaking tired from today's work due to lack of sleep yesterday but somehow i cant bring myself to sleep... maybe its due the the thots that i kept reminding myself... i have to stop somewhere... a time where i can clear my counters and refine my priorities as well as what i need in life...

so far these few days have been rather okay due to the help of TRICIA... thank you so much..

i continue tomorrow with all my rants and complaints...

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todae met up with the krew members and had our long awaited jamming session... trained over to dhouby ghaut, the normal jamming studio and had our session... it was quite good knowing the fact that its been a very long tym since we jamm...

had our 'fotoshoot' in that area and spent some time discussing the layout for the album... 4 songs down as in the outline is out... as per usual... more laughter with all those stupid jokes than serious shit...


sometimes in life, there are pauses along the way while sometyms it just comes to an end... just like reading a book, you will reach the last page of it sooner or later... by then you would understand the contents of it... well i think my book have come to an end... eventhough i hate to erase the thot, i have to at some point rite... well im letting go because it wouldnt be any justice for both of us... so yeah... im kool... thanks for the fun that we had... nvm we're still frens... cheers

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the picture is getting clearer in a community's point of view... word of mouth... own perceptions and anything made visible and reasonable... but how should i put it to you... i would never take this very lightly... i miss having that close connection eventhough we are far apart, i miss having those simple conversation over something small and maybe random... i miss looking at you be it from close view or not... i miss your smile... i miss the messages we exchange, i miss the goodbye waves from you and I MISS YOU SO...

i close my doors to only think about you... the surroundings may mock at me, hit me hard but it doesnt bothers men cuz to me i finally realise the meaning of love for a very long time... the is no specific reason to love... if there is, then its no longer sincere... never can i explain myself through words on how i feel about you from within but keeping it to myself only adds on to it... im not egoistic, but im not those type who i can share with others easily...

i stand by alone to only witness what can happen but never would i know how you would respond to it... people have been telling me that ive been waiting for far too long but like what ive said its not been quite sometym since i knew you... but nevermind... i will let myself coincides with your inner self and by then it should be alright...

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today, the first day of the skool holidays... and im so freaking bored... helped mum with groceries in the morning and had breakfast with her... i haved this thot that having skool is so much better than holidays... not dat i dun need a break... but in skool time passes by very quickly with all the people around you and the stuff tat we do...

i miss the family, i miss the friends and i miss the people...

its when you're to far i felt a lot of things... every now and then... i reincarnate the things that reminds me of your presence... a feeling that makes me feel good but at the same time unsure of it...
so where do i go from here? wat is there for me to take? do i still go for it or do i just end it?...
i still remember the first time i saw you when i was stunned with how you were.. an individual who looked to have so much to talked about... all those smiles that i was addicted to... your eyes looked through you as a person... so much to take but yet so far from it...

a simple line from one of my band's originals... a few lines to explain me...

Fantasies,
A dream may never be,
Without you by my side,
I’m hoping through the night.
I pray to god,
We’ll never fall apart,
And ever in my life,
I’ve met someone like you.

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ive been slowly upgrading myself in my photo skills as well as editing them... was the photographer fer the day...

the place where laughters, quarrels and everything that brought us closer

many people i got to noe in this class but only a few was true to me... not that the rest was backstabbers or anything like that... its just that these few people were my family... never did once we leave each other out... through all those silly yet stupid stuff... to the funny moments to the adventure learning to the down moments we had... the people whom i truly respect - ALVIN, RUSDI, YUSRI, RAJAN, FARIHIN, TAUDIN, SHIDAH, JAZREL

ALVIN

no doubt we have been through alot... never did i ever thot that we could be as close as we are now... the times when you helped me alot during the planning of the bbq... that night when we went driving in pasir ris... the times when we hear you fart almost every where we go... through you i understand and appreciate lion dance cuz like me you are so passionate about it... a person whom always tries to cheers everyone of us...

RUSDI

from the fers week you were always being treated as the father of the class... i will always remember that you will be 19 only in RP but the fact that you are 23... i remembered the time when i first became close to you and i asked you to ride me back home during the 2nd breakout and we dropped by civic mac where you work at to grab a bite... a person whom awaken the class with the harsh words during enterprise lesson... CAN'T BE BOTHERED attitude to be remembered...

YUSRI

the first friend that i made in RP... the guy who asked me out shopping at the first day when i got to know you... how cool is that... a person who treats me more like his own brother... always a helping hand in terms of relationships... and i will always remember you as the camper in counter strike games... a person who is full of nonsense but without them the class wouldnt be like what it was...

RAJAN

FARIHIN

he may look small but he sure have a hell of a mouth... nothing good comes out from his mouth durinh gaming sessions with the class... the same personalities when it comes to girls... my very own reflection image when it comes to metal and headbanging songs... known for his high pitch and random-ness...

TAUDIN

often known for his slow thinking... but he makes the family complete... gaming expertise whom people always gets bored of playing games together with him just because he owns others... always remembered for his liking of small and cute malay girls... and from the first ever science lesson the phrase that he wrote - YOUR ASS IS MINE!!!

SHIDAH

from adventure learning... a partner in the high elements... a sincere friend... junk lover... often being called tembam by the family... a person who can joke openly and im sure she knows us very well by now... the only female to join us fer every meal that we had... never had any comparison between us...

JAZREL

often being rememberes as the poodle lover... a person who speaks her mind freely... doesnt really botheres her about what others think of her... a person whom you will feel relaxed to in times of problematic moments... always wanting to get involve and excited...

NEAR ADVENTURE LEARNING

the reason being that the moments when we fers became really close and true the good and bad tyms we had...

FOOD HAVEN

the place where we had our pledges done together with the daily meals that we had

us... always finding an opportunity to create havoc or just to be a little kid again...

my daily dose of my gay partner

our daily rants and communication greetings

oways finding somewhere where he can squeeze in... the basin near the water cooler

and of cuz along the way we met a few of our frens from next door as well as around the building

FISH - PHYLLIS

i managed to snap a picture of our neighbouring class... an emotional moment of saying goodbye and going their separate ways...

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