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on the verge of falling


we're falling apart,
i wish i could save you,
but you kept everything to yourself,
you know that i tried to make things right,
but it all never seems to work out,
we're on the verge of falling down.




Thursday, August 28, 2008

emotions are a rerlection of what we feel... finally today, i found that courage that ive longed been seeking... 28 august... from the time when we were complete starngers and to being frens... things change... it changed for the better... we were close... but somehow deep in me... an unplanned desire and feelings grew deeper... i got emotionally attached to your self being... at first i didnt know if i should but you just overwhelmes me...

i came to accept that kind of feelings that ive planted in me... every morning i come to skool, i always needed to see your face and required your morning smile... it was fine... everything was kept in the dark for you... over time, i decided that it was only fair to you that we just be friends... i couldnt even tell you how i felt towards you but it was okay cause i understand the meaning behind us... we would feel so much comfortable being just friends and i like that feeling...

so i stepped back slowly but somehow a part of me hurts so bad... i reminded myself every single day that it was a natural human feel to be in that state... but nevertheless your smile still brightens my darkest day...

the song i wrote was much of a reflection of this whole fairytale... the title WHEN I'VE LOST A PART OF YOU directly expresses how lost i felt... but i still have the other part of you... and that is we are friends... i didnt expect you to react that way... you were fine with what i told you... what i expresses to you... when you told me that you like the lyrics to that song... trust me... i felt so good that ive manage to over the feeling of being timid to you... thanks for hearing me out...

had another round of recording just now over at clarke quay... 2 hours on drumset... no comments... will upload the song when its ready...


A Recollection Of Memories...








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