im forcing myself to deal with these everiday routines... my body is slowing giving up... i need proper rest and proper meal... i need sufficient amount of sleep but wants the point of me whining when i know i cant possibly have it... due to my very tight schedule, i can consider myself as a robot...

even robots have their limit and if its reached its maximum it blows... im easily getting frustrated and angry due to these that im facing.. shiet... when can i have a day or two when i can be at home sleeping the whole day?

lets see... holis coming next week but im down with many activities and not a single day would be for me alone... looks like i have to cancel the term holiday as its not a holiday afterall... well lets see when is next holiday... looks like it will be after the 10th week after this short term break... then i'll have proper rest and all...

i cant possibly carry on like this for the next 12 weeks or so till my semester break... neither can i do this for the next 2 weeks... im falling sick and im falling sick bad... all i have to do now is to force myself till my body breaks down... i hate this period of time...

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its wednesday and it means that ive got the whole day to do things... no doubt im freaking tired... so had my lunch with mummy and sis at seoul garden... its rather nice to be having lunch with family... half way through i left for yck to meet baby...

thought of going somewhere to spend some quality time together and so we decided to go to esplanade... rooftop view was superb today... i love you hunnie.. made our way home after sunset and i regret wat we went through on the way home... i should reali tone down... been rather easily frustrated these few days... sorry dear...

walked home with you and bid our farewell...

note to baby: looking at your eyes sets me thinking... a journey to unfold... a destination to get to... the road is a long one... but through it we will be with each other... i love you dearest...

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things seems to be cooling down at the moment... holis are coming next week and im filled with alot of activities with different group of people... jammings, work, bbq/chalet and others... ive got to find time to have a rest...

and the suck part of it is that UT is on the fers day of skool when it resumes... shit...

things are so much better between us now... and i guess all we need was a little time together... i'll pick you up tomorrow okay and we'll go for a study session aight.. see you... tk care

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it seems that ive spent most of my time with you... it always seems that even through my tired and boring days... u never fail to make my day... days moved on... moments we share but it seems that we are going through the hard part of being in a relationship... your problems, my problems and our problems...it seems that we do not have a common understanding and sometime sthe days just end with a bitter part...

im trying to understand but what im doing is just contradicts with what im out to achieve... maybe its bout time we do some sorting out... maybe its just me... ive got alot of things to sort out...

but i always believe having a new start... looking at things from a different perspective... through all this we would grow and thru all this we would be stronger... i still love you

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tomorrow... tomorrow...

tomorrow seems to be one of the most busiest and stressful day of my life... ive got a freaking UT tomorrow and i noe that it aint goin to be easy... programming... im no where near to understanding it... im nervous for UT but im freaking egg-cited for recordings... its like finally we are there... im super supreme over the wall... gerek...

but im not going to lose my head... ive got to focus on my UT fers.. get it over and done with then its full attention to recordings... tomorrow's gonna be hectic... wish me luck...

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a short one... jamming today was good... recordings in 2 days time and im prepared for it... its a new step above from where we have left... im goin to make full use of this opprtunity..

UT starts tomorrow and im mugging on it currently... take care people

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busy, busy schedule up for this week... its only tuesday and im freaking tired... UT's up this thursday and friday... 2 major modules... still revising and a whole lot of concepts to be understood...

jamming session tomorrow to prepare for this friday's recordings... im freaking egg-cited cuz its our fers recordings... its going to be a bomb... do hear out the recordings and support us...

i did not meet you up today... but nevertheless we are meeting tomorrow... tk care nasya.. i love you...

alot of thing is weighing on my mind... but for now... im off to bed...

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travelling seems to be nice since its been quite a while since i did so... started the day with eddy and raudah to marina square to treat ourselves on seoul garden... atleast its away from the normal routine of sakura cuisine... it seems nice to be closer to eddy since we were'nt before...

i wanted to visit pandakia hirzi since he was out from ICU a few days back.. met up mud, azhar and rina before making our way to NUH... his badly injured but i thank god that he is doing fine...hope for a speedy recovery and i'll keep you in my prayers.. take care..

cab down to admiralty for a visit to zeana's... down with infection... it seems that people are begining to fall ill this period of time... so am i... take gud care people...

being able to see ur face today is undescribable... i noe how much u needed me to be there for you... and so did i... things will get better for you dear and i'll be there for you... study date with you tomorrow and math it is... im egg-cited...

love you hunnie

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people come and go in our lives but true frens stick with us through thick and thin... sometimes i sit and ponder... why do we only remember a person for what he have done for you only when the person is gone... why do people not cherish them when there are still alive.. i make the same mistakes... that i have to confess...

im down with flue and sorethroat and its killing me... ut is on soon... ive yet to revise... ive got no time to entertaint funny stuff happening around me... maybe when im free i would...

busy, busy weeks ahead... so fewer hang outs and catch ups.. aint got time for that now...

im going to crash in..

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im sick... im sick and im sick... initial plan was to send richard to the airport for he is going back to his homeland... but due to some unforseen circumstances, it was cancelled... take gudcare of urself and thanks for everything... i appreciate it...

met the krew from admiralty outlet and headed to armeeza's crib to check up on her... she's doing well... headed to the outlet to hang out abit before proceeding to titanic... tonight seems to be rather different... the night sky, the night breeze and others...

i feel like im being important.. important to people around me... i like this feeling... ive got so many things to do before i can say that im free to do whatever i like... still a long way to go...

i want to go to places ive never go... can you take me there?

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im glad that my busy schedule is slowly coming to and end... i swear that i was extremely worn out from the weekends... im fully drained that i had difficulty carrying my legs to even walk... and guess what... there aint no skool holidays for us poly students... i didnt want to go to skool but i did...

skool was dry as well as complicating... topping up to the tiredness im feeling, i decided to give myself an early dismissal... met baby at skool and i dozed myself to an afternoon nap at skool...

later in the afternoon randomly decided to catch a movie and we did...
movie: Jagan Tegur
rating:3.5/5...

met raudah soon after and many journeys were made... from woodlands point to admiralty to sakura... i send my wishes of early recovery to armeeza... take gud care of urself aight... you deserve the rest...

day today was awesome in the afternoon part of the day... im still a little shag but i'll be fine by tomorrow... i hope so...

gudnite world... im dozing off...

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just a short update... im done with my scope for PP... i hope it gets accepted... ive got no time to redo it... skool's sucky today... totally not in the mood... running with slight flu and massive headache... shit..

gonna rush off to werk later on... im gonanna grab something to eat... i'll do a proper post if ive got the time...

out

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skool days for this week is fast coming to an end... ive got still a few tings to do before next week... i wonder if ive got the time or not... niwae my modules are piling and im trying my best to cope with all of my things at the same time...

this month seemes to be one of those busiest month for me... hope this month past by soon...


baby... alot of tings happened this few weeks... but nevertheless we stick together... i came to understand you so much more and i wish for us to explore so much more about ourselves together... i love you hunnie... yes i do... i'll trade my smile for one of your kisses...

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busy days are fast filling up my time... i seriously have to come up with a time plan to organise my stuff... many things to do...

to do list

1. to think of a scope for PP which due on 13 may

2. to do up my notes for my modules

3. revision for the upcoming UTs

4. find time to revise math (shit... ive got no time left)

5. jamming session with the band on 20th may

6. recording session with the band on 22nd may

7. up coming show @ admiralty park on 31st may

8. and many others which will come along the way


im fully packed this few weeks... i may not have time to do stuff like what ive always been doing...

today have been a great day with baby... its always nice to talk about anything to let it out... met with the baduts after quite sometime since i last hanged out with them

all of you people are loved...

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i need help with skool work... seriously... ive got no skool tomorrow and its a gud time for me to do some revision... hopefully i can stay focus....

i promise for a difference in us... and a change will be discovered...

alot of things need to be done... but i dont noe where to start...
get your ass moving nizam... there aint much time left

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I LOVE MY BABY

its been a very tiring weekend and i finally got a proper rest day today... i didnt attend skool today cuz im on medical leave... reason being, i was bitten by what it seems to be a milipede. i had double visions and my left arm felt numb cuz thats where it was bitten...

ambulance and the police came to my workplace to check me out but in the end the medic told my parents to take me to a nearby clinic as my condition is not severe... so dats why i got a rest day today... currently my arm still hurts... i wanna send out my sincerest thanks to my workmates especially raudah for helping me out yesterday...

another long and tiring week ahead of me... i need to get back to my 100% to be able to take this week's level of tiredness...


and yes i love my baby very much...

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ive been having long and tiring days this whole week.. work have been undescribe-able... exhausted, shagged, worn out... those words best describe me... another very long day tomorrow for me indeed, and looks like i wont be having any breaks anytime soon...

i got to meet baby today afetr a few days of not meeting up due to some issues like work and so on.. thanks for today baby...

i'll do a proper update soon aight...

and its been quite sometime since i meet with the krew... I MISS DEVOUT RECITAL...

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