so today i chose not to attend skool... due to some reasons, 1- because im tired and 2- because im tired... well being tired is one thing but having alot to do today is another... so after long weekends and lack of sleep i woke up at ard 12+ today... so yeah was helping mum with the curtains, went to have my pants altered and all those crap stuff... did some moving of things here and there... and yes the best part... cake baking... ive not been rusty from my last FNN practical... =)

so i wun get to see or feel the busy-ness of eve tmr at home cuz im leaving haus at 7 and will only be back at ard 3am... so in going to miss all the chaos... and yes... things been picking up for me...

to all who are celebrating it... wishing you guys... SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

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okay... these two weekends that i had concludes the whole week... its been the most tiring weekend so far i guess... due to the preparartion of the festive season, alot of people have been packing up at GEYLANG... plus the weather is not giving any chance...

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life have been really tired lately... shit, shitter, shitty... okay so today i label myself as a 'bad boy'... tell you why... meet RAJAN & PALEEHIN as per usual den dunno out of no where the idea of coming to class late appears in us... we are half an hour early for skool when we met but decided to only enter class half an hour late... yes i know... im a bad boy... so hang out at some coffee shop near skool... only i entered class the rest chose to hang out at skool's library...

so today was computing and it was hell... some would say its easy but i dun quite understand half of what im reading... so i guess i need some help... HELP!! HELP!!... okay and i managed to smoke thru the presentations...

dropped by band and found out im the only percussionist who came... okay so played some old familiar songs... sight readings i guess... so band was like that... after band managed to catch up with KARWAH... chat about half of what we both felt bout some particular stuff...

after that nothing much happen... just the same.. helping mum and dad to prepare for the festive season... arranging and cleaning and here i am just finish doing up my rj... and oh... there's work tomorrow... =)

these few days i have been really thinking alot about you... seeing you every now and then... love... something can comes naturally... categories of which love can be broken down into.. 1. infatuation - filled with foolish love... 2.crush - a short term feeling for someone or 3. love...
so categorising what im feeling for you now... definitely its not the first one... why... because if its foolish it must have an effect, most likely a negative one but currently its a big no... how bout number 2? well its short term for category 2 but den again... i wun consider what im feeling for you to be short term so thats out for sure... left with the 3rd option... hmph... i guess it is but im not sure... love is not meant to be seen... if you can see it, it means its care and concern not love... love is meant to be felt... so do you feel me?

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okay lets talk bout today... i was late to skool today not that i left home late but maybe due to the journey to skool... late for the first time... or maybe not(if exclude last semester when i entered class at 11)... there's always days like tis so its alright...

today is science(in a dreadful mood)... not that i hate the module... i love science, alot... but the fact is that i just dun like how the faci runs the class... imagine this...start imagining okay - a person who talks but never opens her mouth... the only time when she opens her mouth is when she laughs... WAIT!!! she laughs at stupid things like when she make a joke and laugh at it herself like today... pfft... shit... im not being evil okay...

i guess the class would label me as one of those CABOT KING... well im not that okay... maybe its just due to the lack of energy to the start of semester. but i'll promise that it would reduce... see i use the word reduce and not stop after the skool holis...

so today just hang out at the skool library... im telling you that my skool is the best place to hang out rather than causeway point... trust me... so yeah nthg much happen... just the normal, chatting, blogging, frenster-ing and stuff like that...

so yeah that about my day today... and ive found a perfect title for the song im writing... its YOURS SINCERELY.. so stay tuned for updates ya?

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things have been so much better today compared to yesterday... starting the day as per usual but due to raining weathers, things have been rather slower... i entered class with having that feeling of emotionless... ask me why? i dunno...

however as the day progresses, i started to pick up... the problem today appeared to be manageable... i also like enterprise this semester maybe its due to my faci... JENSEN SIAW.. words to descrie him... someone who understands us and is exactly like us... its also fun fUN FUN in his class..

after skool was usual... slack with the saggys... the day may ssem to be a boring one but i guess i find my enjoyment with the environment as well as the people im with... i decided to walk home from skool.. something which ive never done before... along the way it made me think about alot of stuff...

with that ive decided to write another song... inspirations are slowly picking up... =)

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yeah i know that ive been away for so long.. alot of things occured while im away... but i just couldnt find the time to blog it away... okay lets pick up from where i left... which was the happenings of last friday(19/09)...

skool as per normal but had this crave to go off half day... and so i did.. i know ive got to stop doing it cuz it will affect my grades... nvm... so chilled out with the normal peeps at the skool library... the word library may seem boring to some but my skool library is the koolest place to hang out... so did our stuff before meeting the rest and headed for town... during the course of the day alot of things happened but i wun bring it up again... so we break our fast at SAKURA RESTAURANT at FAR EAST... smile began to come as soon as everything was back to normal... after that wlaked around town from HEEREN to LUCKY PLAZA to NGEE ANN CITY to SKATE PARK and round and round again... the day ended quite about there..

as per usual both my weekends are filled with work but this time round, ive asked for my sunday to be off as i had to help my family with the preperations for the festive season... so yeah... did this and did that... as usual always being busy...

monday was another normal skool day but i swear it was damn tiring for me... skool was okay... so after that chilled out with TAUDIN at class before meeting ARYL and HYRUDE to head for WOODLANDS POINT to have our break fast as well as some song producing... its been a while since i laid hands on my guitar so i thot its about time i start picking it up back again... so i decided to change all my strings and it sounds so much better now... so that's bout the day

today was one of those f**k shit days that i ever had... woke up late at 8... usually i would have left home at 8... rushed to prepare myself... searched for my snowcap for quite sometime and when i found it, my hair just wouldnt stay in place... damn i was fed up that time...

walked from cwp to skool and on the way there i almost got knocked down by a van... how pathetic can my morning be?... waited for the lift at W3... there were 4 of them to be precised but none of them responded to me when i pressed the buttons... took the stairs instead... shity morning...

bad became worst when i was welcomed by an ass bitch problem statement... couldnt understand a single shit... kept quiet the whole first meeting... faci asking me quaetions but i just looked at her till she felt boring and drove her attention to some one else... meeting 2 was any different... i had to get away from skool... cuz its killing me...

when for a talk before meeting up with HYRUDE.. he was my gay partner for the day... trained to CCK to get our tickets for AVENGED SEVENFOLD at MAX PALLIVON... and heel yeah finally im going to catch them live... 88 bucks its nothing than seeing these guys... decided to be jackasses and ytrained to CITY HALL and proceeded to ESPLANADE... chilled out, snapped a few pics and had a hard time going around the city due to road close for the F1... so yeah dats bout it...

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well today i didnt turn up for skool... PURPOSELY... 2 reasons to that... 1. the science faci makes me wanna WHACK SOME ONE UP... not those close to me but most probably those who are disturbing MANDA & friends and trying to intimidate me... i'm all yours... come try me... 2. im helping mum to piant the house...

spent the whole day painting... its fun all all my brothers help out cuz it only makes the job easier.. so thats how i actually spent today... aniway tmr its geylang break fast with W35L family... and yes... JAZREL is noe a grandma cuz her poodle just gave birth to 2 puppoes.... your OLD now...

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its been a thrilling 2 day episode in my life... just yesterday when problems just pops up and its fun to be in... as in to actually witness how childishly people wanna make trouble and stuff... to start off with, i wasnt even part of the problem but i chose to be involve cause i just couldnt accept how others treated one of my frens...


well i can always take critiques and condemn comments from others... just dun go over the limit cuz im sure to hit back violently... today i realised who my true friends really are... its none other than my W35L family... it makes me feel at ease when they have my back... so today was more of a relaxed day with alot of dramas involved...


to ALBANIA & MANDA...

things will go well for you guys from now on... every one faces a difficult period sometime in our lives... just remember that there are other who will always be there for you in times of needs...

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Verse 1
It’s okay for us to need each other baby
Cause that will makes us strong
Your smiles I required, your warmth I desired
But you were not here for me

Pre-chorus
But I won’t blame you
Cause I’ve never told you before
And all I have are moments and the memories we shared
My heartfelt thanks to you Amanda

Chorus
Your voice my serenade,
Your life my escapade
As your voice adrift so far away,
Pictures of you play in me

The story of us
It ends before it started
You fall beyond my grasp
That’s when I’ve lost a part of you

Verse 2

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what does it mean to you if most your minutes you spent in a day thinking of that particular someone... no it doesn't bothers me... yesterday was one of those days that i was strongly connected to you... the conclusion of yesterday for you is totally up to you to decide but what i had was something that didnt come and go...


to be honest i get nervous upon meeting you everytime but i long for your voice and your smile... erm yesterday when i look into your eyes, it hurts me the same as you feel... i think to myself... why would i feel so? i dunno... i mean... haven't i release myself from the thots that i once had with you or is it that im just being pulled back to it? some times i think to myself... words are just to sweet to fall into deception... but through those experienced that i was shared with, i truly wish to avoid all those untrue promises that people make...


the lonely tracks that ive took was spent thinking bout what we could have done but then again, those are just mind games...im a casualty, a casualty of you... for all those things that i see you as, the things that make me appreciate you even more everytime i see you... your's sincerely...

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just got back from town... supposingly today's plans to break fast at town is cancelled but last minute its just me and PALEEHIN... how sweet can we be... headed to BUGIS and had our meal from a local coffeeshop and headed to DHL HOT AIR BALLOON area to have it... of cuz along the way we had so much to talk about...

walked to PENINSULAR PLAZA and bought a few stuff... shopped for clothes for my brother and then searched myself a pair of shoes... one that caught my eyes was the lacoste pair and it cost a bomb but nevertheless i bought it cuz its not always that i spend huge of a pair of shoes... headed home soon after... ive got work tmr but lucky for me it starts a little later than usual...

everything seems to be clearing up for you... which is good in a way... its been a few days consecutively that you have been so down and out but i guess thanks to those that helped you along the way made you realise to get up back... im still waiting for you to be what you were before... nevermind, the is no need to rush at all...

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in class now... break time's almost up... class seems so quiet especially with all those'loudspeaker' characters who never turn up for class... yesterday was a geart accomplishment for me... when ive lost a aprt of you is finally drafted... now its about time to put in the technical parts to it before its finally completed...

i so wanna get off class halfway today but then i dunno if i shd... even if i would, where would i go? im planning to head for town today... but most of them seems to be busy with their own stuff...

the wait is over for you but i know deep in you it hurts like mad... emotions cant be expresses using words... i hope that atleast we can hang out and then will only i understand how you are feeling... whatever it is... im sure that alot of us will be there for you... this is just another episode of your life... you still have many others before we can conclude...

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many thing happened today that i cant actually explain in words.. the morning i faced today was somehow different from othetr mornings that i had... i was feeling very much dreadful... my body wouldnt just listen to me... im tired and im sick... my chest felt so heavy with all those sickness and the worry that i get thinking of you and your current situation...



i left home feeling so not myself... met up with the usual characters that i always go to skool with... they was able to tell i wasnt myself... they also mentioned that i need you as my doctor to heal me in a way... true enuf i was feeling so much better with ur presence around me... i think its just that im kinda missing dat little part of you...


by noon i was being more of myself... as per usual met up with the rest for smoking break and headed to the library to play some pool... chilled out with them and of cuz disturbing others and mocking at each other... but all with the reason of having fun...


skool was alright to me today cuz maybe its because the people around me makes it more 'looking forward' to today... bus ride home was something that interesting cuz ive never experienced it before... it was one more stop till i reached my stop when the bus starts to fill with smoke... i was sitting at the back of the bus and blasting my music and i heard a loud blast... smoke came about and the passangers actually alighted in a hurry... the cause of the smoke - the oil storage burst... yeah its kinda thrilling yet an experience..


through you i understand so much about life... things that i overlooked are those important things that occur... you made me a more careful person who look at every detail specifically... but nw that you're not being yourself, im abit lost in my way... please be what i once knew so that i can come back to where i once were...

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these few days have been more than what i could take... emotions deep inside me keeps on multiplying itself till it reaches the point of overwhelming...i used to see you every day where i look forward each time but due to the change of class, we hardly get to see or notice each other... walking along and bang into you at any part of the skool now appears to be more of a privellege... i look deep into your eyes... i still could sense that emotional breakdown that you are facing...


i dunno why but what ever that happens to you for atleast those i know of affects me very much... why do i feel this way? we are not connected emotionally or spiritually are we? then what the reason behind this... it just bothers me when you are keeping to yourself and i couldnt do a thing to help you out... letting go of the thot that i once had for you was a hard thing but i wouldnt want it to happened and see you being torn apart by something which you are truly involved in... im more than happy to let you go so that you can be happy in other ways but please... i couldnt have the courage to see the current situation that you are facing now... i very much feel for you...


every tear drop that you've shed means something behind it... your sorrows are filled to the brim that you had no where or nothing else to do but to cry it out... that really shows how much sufferings you faced deep in you... please be yourself again... the person whom i truly wants you to be... you want your happeness and so do i... please remove that bottle cap so that you would pour out all your sorrows... do me this favour would you?

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life's now is so boring with all those no plans activities... its just too dull and empty... class as usual everyday, breakouts with family... its been fun hanging out with them... did the usual stuff dat we used to do... today's post is not about me but more of you...

you have been having problems... too big for you to handle... i can understand how you're feeling deep inside... ive been following the situation i i can understand what you are thinking... there is nothing much i can do for you but if you need me to be there by ur side im more than willing... bottling everything up will not help you feel better... its not the end... just hold on tight okay?

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life is just too random and complicated.. sometimes im bothered by it... err... most of the time i would say...


yesterday was on of the most singapore touring fun day that ive ever had... met my gay krew/fren/bro... anithink description of him - HYRUDE as early as 0930... took the bus all the way to bedok to settle my stuff... long bus rides... ive always enjoy those... thinking that we need to get to pasir ris by 12 as he needs to replace his ez-link, we rushed there by cab adn the best thing bout it that it closes at 6... i was like... WHAT THE HELL!!!??? erm nvm its just 11 bucks of taxi fare wasted... WHAT?? 11 BUCKS ONLY!!! shit its a bomb on my side... erm from where we were, trained back to our hometown woodlands and meet up with KECIK & MUNIRAH... chilled out with them and started to do what band members are good at... wasted time till its close to breaking fast.. then again breaking fast with HYRUDE is like another gay moments, just the two of us by the TITANIC... how sweet are we? haha


today i had work... i swear it wasnt the best of time to work in geylang market... i swear its not the best time to work there during the fasting month and plus the fact that im fasting, wun elaborate... tired, shagged, lerthagic, worn out...

just imagine you living with no air... the thoery is you can't live without air... just imagine NIZAM, not drumming now, stop being a dummer... its almost a nuisance... so i cant stop having visions, dreams, thots , emotions about u... i tried to deny everything... what i say is not what i think... thats why life is so complicating... i told myself ive got over it but it just keeps on haubting me time and again...I MISS YOU...

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friday is like finally here... YAY(moodless) ... its been tiring for me... not that i feel tired to go to skool... i enjoy going to skool but its just the fasting month that is making me shag... unlike the previous semester, my computing faci is more relax in the teaching and im so comfortable with how she runs the class...

the class is starting to make lots of noise but it will take so much longer to have that kind of bond that i had with W35L... today wasnt the best of many days... brains just not working hard enough...

tmr is considered to be a rest day for me... but ive got a few stuff to settle... its like im oways out of my house to do this and that...

sometimes i think to myself... i miss the time when we had... today was kind of a surprise to me to bump into each other... it kinds of brighten my day up... thanks...

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today marks the start of a new semester... BUT... im blogging bout the things that happened yesterday fers...

many weird things happened... planned with ARYL to head for town to do some shopping... until HYRUDE changed the plan and meet himto accompany him for his interview... reached marsiling sec and thot that its going to be long but the message given to him was " if the school needs you, i'll give you a call"... can't they just give him a call to tell that to him... waste of time...

headed to woodlands platform and meet ARYL.. headed to peninsular and bought some stuff... went to esplanade's rooftop to chill out and at the same time trying to complete the song... it was just us all the way until a girl came by and start hanging out with us... her name is AH-CHOO( as in sneeze)... she was alright, sociable... break fast at the rooftop, as per usual had LJS... trained back at ard 9...

today - i was looking forward to skool and at the same time i wasnt... the class was rather quiet and i wasnt used to that kind of situation... ive observed people who have the same characters just like my previous class clowns... some can be seen... but i guess, its too early to judge...
been meeting up with the krew to try and complete the song and as of today the lyrics is done.. its never easy to compose songs...

so dats bout it...

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so my day starts as early as before the sun rised up... niwae today was normal for me compared to other days except that im abit shagged from the long weekend i had... went to get my 6500 and did some shopping here and there... its causeway point man... wats there to shop?

meet the krew in admiralty to figure aout lyrics for the songs... been busy with the production of the album... so far so good... just a few more ideas for a few more songs than its ready...

tomorrow i guess will be another same day so yeah... its kinda bored and its tiring... skool starting on wednesday... excited? i dunno... emotions: no feeling

niwae here my new number... 97294530

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