its wednesday today, and supposingly its a rest day for me due to not having any classes today... picked baby up from yio chu kang and made our way to bedok to retrieve my cheque.. its been so long since i took long train rides...

i was feeling the headaches again... it comes and go... and its rather irritating... i need lots of rest but i cant find time this week cuz its either skool or work and its taking the whole of my weekend...

thanks baby for accompanying me just now... and about just now im sorry for that aight... love you baby

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its green day out today

stressed over math, engineering stuff? thats wat i think i will be stress with but more to come...PP this year and datelines are coming closer.. no time to sit back and relax... its going to be a tough year ahead

spent some time with baby today and its great that we are still meeting up despite the difference in skool and busy schedule... ive not been working for quite some time and that means lesser pay check... shiet, i need the money this month..


take good care of yourself... rest well....

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ive not been eating well, have not been resting well and therefore it didnt come with a shock when my body just gave in... i felt so weak to even have the energy to stand... after that very complicated experiment and not understanding anything at all and feeling sick at the same time i decided to give the day a break...

i had to find a place to rest and so i did... while waiting for my little sweetheart to come i fall asleep cuz i couldnt stand it anymore... having you around to take care of me made me feel so lucky to have you by my side...

spent the afternoon with her and i was feeling slightly better already... i need help with my modules... any kind soul who can guide me along?

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Beatz Recall is a whack!!! total fun and excitement... it been a great feeling since its been so long since ive been behind the kit... seize the day was awesome, these ladt word was awesomer while gunslinger was off the roof... kool shiet...

devout recital is being loved by me... fans of ours are growing... from word of mouth to new frens made... the show was for the fans...

baby, eddy, raudah, azri and shidah for coming down to support... you guys are loved...

thanks hunnie for today... we spent more time together the next time kay...

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Beatz Recall... in a few hours time...

here i am sitting in my living room at the wee hous of sunday morning... doing some last minute mental preparation for the show... i cant wait to be on stage...

THIS ONE IS FOR THE FANS...

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a quick update cuz i may not have time to blog later tonight...

current location: skool mood: stressed up but yet excited

reason being that skool have been rather tough with all the understanding. ive got so much to revise before next week but i aint got the time to do so.. work to fill up today and tomorrow while sunday is filled up with Beatz Recall...

i cant wait for this sunday to be behind the kit... its about time i show others how good i am as a player... support local bands... tickets are also selling at the door for 12 bucks each...

i apologies for yesterday, i wasnt there by your side when you needed me... i'll make it up to you ok hunnie...

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skool's bee rather massive with all the informations and the greater indepth of the subject... shiet.. this year seems to be a very long and difficult year for me...

aniwae like what they always say, take things one at a time and rightfully so, im going to do just that...

things may not always go our way dear but we have to be strong to face the obstacles and challenges that comes our way... yes it seems that we are distance away from each other but we will be close in our hearts...

love you hunnie

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ive been rather tired of late... maybe too many things have been piling up and due to the lack of sleep...

jamming session with the krew was great and it was certainly better than the previous one... getting back to my best form behind the kit... sunday is our show and i cant wait for it to come... 300 fans... hmph, no worries...

tickets are still selling at 10 bucks each... contact me at my msn/my fone or you people can just leave me a tag...

tonight seems to be very cold... with the night wind hustling through my window opening and the crashing of the leaves against the hard cemented ground... how i wish that you would be just here right beside me to hold me keep each other warm...

i love you baby

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Beats Recall - a gig organise by our very own Dee Awesome... 26th April 2009
tickets selling at 10 bucks each... support local talents...

first day of skool and its not that bad i guess... hopefully im able to cope with all my commitments... things have been greener on the other side for me... ive been settling down quite well...

movie with you and the others were great... and not to forget, tomorrow is math day and im looking forward to it...

and before i forget ive got a picture of my stage pass for this sunday... here it goes...



i look to the sky everytime i miss you cuz i noe that you will be close to me...

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NYP to Peninsular Plaza... i had a fun day out with you... thanks for your company...

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pardon me for the long absent... ive been rather busy with alot of things... work is normal... its fun i would say but sad to say some are resigning... and im glad ive cleared the air between the krew...



you entered my life and made me realise wat life have to offer... youve brought new meaning to my life... a new chapter of my life begins with you... in life there are sure to be ups and downs and i want to go thru it with you by my side just like what we have talked about...

Siti 'Ayuni, Nizam sayang you...

i will keep my promise to you

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ever wondered if the world could actually pass by you with just a blink of an eye? ive experienced it myself... here i am sitting in the darkest corner that i can find to cry my heart out and to let my emotions burst out from this heavy heart of mine... sometimes i wonder if wats been happening in my life would remain, but i guess it wasnt always there for the taking...

im lost... lost in the world that i create but only to find out that i myself destroy it... i cant turn to anyone at all... ive lost my way and never its hard for me to get back up on my feet... i pray for help to guide me back...

suddenly i reliase that i missed the people around me.. ive been adrift too far away from them wihtout me knowing it... its hard for me to get back to them...

i only have true frens that stayed with me all the way... in fact i only have them for wat i call true affiliates...

but i guess... im all alone now...

thanks for the memories for i shall keep it close to me

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all the doubts, all the misery and all the breakdowns tat i used to have comes to an end... its all over now... im no more afraid of wats going to happened.... no im not going to hide like how ive always been...

im going to stand up for what i want... im going to reach out to it...

its all thanks to you dat ive finally realise how i should carry on with life... and im not going to backdown and let you pass my life just like that... i will keep you close to me and take the journey of wat life have to offer together

ive found a new meaning to the term life through you...

nizam sayang siti'ayuni...
goodnite

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im getting more and more curious and confuse about this whole situation... i need answers to all these complications...

too many things are running through my mind this instant... i dun wish to blog it down...

tk care

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disappointment is just one of the ways that we can grow from... you guys did your best today on stage... ive seen how hard and effort you guys put in... the hard moments, the struggles and the downfall ive been there with you guys... through it you guys stick together and i cant be more proud than i am...

some of you have played alongside me in the percussion line that we create... you guys use to be followers but today you guys were the leader... you guys led the line well... your confidence and your bonding i couldnt commend more...

ive seen you guys grow... each and every one of my percussionist... today looking you on the stage brought me a little emotion... wondering how rapidly you people have grown and become better players... its all over now... syf is down with...

all i can say is that all your seniors love you guys so much... live the legacy, bring the memories...

MSL PERCUSSIONIST DRUMLINE...

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i had fun over at east coast just now... its been a long time since i was accompanied by waves crashing and my feet rubbing against the sand... the sunset was beautiful...

i enjoyed my day with you today... and thanks for your company...

goodnite sweetheart

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skool is starting soon and im not quite ready for it... alot of things still need to be done... but i'll settle it one by one...

ive been working alot i guess... its always great to have the company of the people there but sad enough, we have to move on with our lives... to gladys... good luck to you and hope that we stay in touch...

things are so much better now between us...

outing to east coast park with colleagues... time to whine down abit...

good night to you sweetheart

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