today, the first day of the skool holidays... and im so freaking bored... helped mum with groceries in the morning and had breakfast with her... i haved this thot that having skool is so much better than holidays... not dat i dun need a break... but in skool time passes by very quickly with all the people around you and the stuff tat we do...

i miss the family, i miss the friends and i miss the people...

its when you're to far i felt a lot of things... every now and then... i reincarnate the things that reminds me of your presence... a feeling that makes me feel good but at the same time unsure of it...
so where do i go from here? wat is there for me to take? do i still go for it or do i just end it?...
i still remember the first time i saw you when i was stunned with how you were.. an individual who looked to have so much to talked about... all those smiles that i was addicted to... your eyes looked through you as a person... so much to take but yet so far from it...

a simple line from one of my band's originals... a few lines to explain me...

Fantasies,
A dream may never be,
Without you by my side,
I’m hoping through the night.
I pray to god,
We’ll never fall apart,
And ever in my life,
I’ve met someone like you.

A Recollection Of Memories...