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im back to blogging...

28 january 08

had abit of trouble waking up in the morning fer werk... due to goin home late the day before from werk, i had to pull myself out from bed... tiredness just come knocking at my door tym and again... had to remove all the drinks and pet bottles from the rockages and re-stack them according to the company and their flavours.. tired as it may feel but i feel a sense of accomplishment and relief as it got nearer to the end... supposed to end werk at 1 so that i had tym to rest and get changed fer band... but due to the massive werk load stayed on till 3...

rushed home to eat and clean myself and straight to skool fer band... band was as normal... went there and go thru sum advance stroking with the section... stayed on till around 530 before making my way back to werk fer my 2nd shift... tired? yep i noe... the moment i step foot into the werk place my body starts aching... night shift was a little more relaxing... did sum stock up before made my own cup of coffee and relax... ended werk at 11.... end my day with the word TIRED...

29 january 08

just felt lyk wanting to sleep on tis morning... reached home at 11+ ytd and was in bed by 12... had to report werk at 8 just now... hectic exhausted used up... words can can describe me... its been... evri single ting dat i carried just felt so 'heavy'... just kept on using my inner strength...
currently on my 5 hours break before my next shift later on tonight... if i tink its a tiring day tonight cuz the closing tym is 1 den im wrong cuz 2mrw onwards will be at 12... haiz... roughly earning 100 bucks evri 2 days... the money i get i cant spend cuz my of day is in 3 weeks tym...

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busy working days

had trouble waking up tis morning... felt the tiredness from the night before... but still had to reprt to werk at 8... and so i did... messagedKACANG... 2dae my werk is very simple... there will be no one to order me around... did my CNY stuff and help with the oil and noodle department... took our tym doin it cuz notink else to do... waited fer quite sumtym before the FNN supplier came with 10 rockages... pushed it all the way to the entrance... went home at 1... not so tired as i thot it would be...

reached home and did the application fer poly with mum... messaged KACANG... now im basically putting up tis post and doin nothing else... hav to repoet to werk later at 6... my second shift fer the day... tonight will be me myself and i werking... yes i will be alone and a one man show who will be incharge of all the grocery department... its like me as an acting supervisor... i was given th authority to order the supplier to do this and dat tonight...

this will be my scedule fer the next few days...

28 jan - 0800 - 1300 1800 - 2300
29 jan - 0800 - 1300 1800 - 2300
30 jan - 0800 - 1300 1800 - 0000
31 jan - 0800 - 1300 1800 - 0000
01 feb - 06 feb - 1700 - 0000

tis will be how busy i am...

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this one from the ocean huh?

posting fer 27 january o8

started werk abit ltr todae... reached werkplace at 2... as per normal did all the CNY stuff... packing and repacking... wasnt tat tired until the rice stock came... no choice but had to do dat fers... one by one my department staff went home... until at about 5 it was only me left... working night shifts is much more relax and fun compared to morning shift...

it was close to closing and i was forwarding the drinks compartment... until i heard a funny joke from a girl... its not a joke lah but to me its the most stupid question,...

if u guys happen to walk into ntuc u guys can look fer a mineral water called PERE OCEAN... while i was doin my werk she came up and ask... tis one reali come from the ocean huh? i was about to laugh my head off but did not as a sign of respect...

werk ended at 1030...

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deepest fatal injection

practically having problems choosing my courses to apply... here's the reason why...

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unexpected outcome

results was out todae... seriously din expect alot... had the feeling of ITE presence... went to skool late on purpose with LISHAN and JEREMY... thot bout the outcome... MRS ANSHAD came to me and say ' NIZAM i cant recognise u with that new look'... all i can do is smile to myself... waited fer quite sumtym before receiving it... the moment of truth came about... as i approached the table where my teachers sat.. my heart began to thump abit faster... they din say much and passed me the results slip... the moment i got hold of it... i looked fer my math grade... to my surprise i scored a D7... expected it to be worser actuali...

LISHAN approached me and asked bout my results but i was kind of blurred out cuz im seeing too many numbers at a tym... the results say - L1R4 18... happy? fer a moment it was over my head... but seriously due to my math grade i din hav alot of choices to choose from...

its been a while since i hangout with the JERKZ... sat at canteen fer quite sumtym... no matter wat the results u just hav to accept it... u cant change it can u? MS WOO was proud of me as she says that she din expect me to get a B3 fer english... my greatest gratitude goes out to her fer guidance fer 5 wonderful years...

went home fer a while to pass the results to my mum before heading towards civic to meet the ads brads and AJ krew...sat fer basically 2 hours before headed home to hav a discussion with my parents...

To NAZRI - no matter what u get fer ur o level... just concerntrate on wat u want fer ur life... there's never a wrong choice if u enjoy that path...

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late nights hangout

time check... its 0039 hours... just got back home...

ended work abit ltr than planned... rested awhile before heading towards CIVIC to meet FINA SHAFIQ and AISYAH... they told me tat ATTY just left... aww... din got to see my fav. sis... had mac fer dinner... its been awhile since i munched on a Mc Chicken Meal... so i did bought one... AISYAH headed over to JURONG...ringed LISHAN up and asked bout their whereabouts... met LISHAN LIXIN and JOREEN at 3 HAUS PARK... FINA and SHAFIQ had to go off... and there was 4... sat at the play ground and did our normal routine...

o level results will be out in less than 15 hrs time... come wat may... i'll accept it..

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its camel over elephant

planned on miting LISHAN JOREEN and SHAFIQ at 3 haus park but end up meetitng a few others - AARON NAZRUL NASRUDDIN... met SHAFIQ under my block before heading there by foot.. on the way there met MS LEE... she ask where we were heading and she said 'wah u people cannot get apart huh... will miss one another huh' slacked around fer a while before NAZRUL and NASRUDDIN went off fer their jamming session... RIOTS tat is...

headed towards CWP to buy dinner... its LJS again... back to 3 haus and had it there... LIXIN join us from werk... it only made the atmosphere more chaotic...tis tym round its more fun due to the crappyness of AARON... its joke tym but AARON's joke caught evriones attention

the joke...

a camel and an elephant met each other at the desert one day... after quite sumtym the elephant approach the camel and ask ' why are ur boobs on ur back?' the camel replied atleast my boobs are on my back but why is ur dick on ur face?

tomorrow cant make it fer band but will tag along with them again after band...

*butt-ed out*

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understanding wat u feel within

will blog fer ytd 21 january 08

had off from work yesterdae... had tym to wake up abit ltr den usual... went fer band noeing dat there will be an auditions fer the sec 1 intake... headed to the IT RESOUSRE ROOM to meet up with the few band mates... MRS CHUA gave the the believe of me choosing my own sec 1s as the strongly agrees that i noe how to format the concept of my percussion section... given the opportunity to hav a bigger number tis tym round, i hand picked 6 of my instincts preferences... 2 of which is taking drum lessons outside and 1 being a grade 5 pianist... they should work out ok i guess...

after band headed to CWP with a group of the alumnis together with the other band mate... brought LJS and headed over to 3 haus park and had dinner there... sat the whole night up to 11 oclock chatting bout current progresses in each others life as well as reincarnating the past which made our butts laugh out... will meet LISHAN JOREEN and SHAFIQ awhile ltr to hang out together...

now i noe a little sumtink of how u felt towards me... u care fer me but dare not show cuz ur afraid it might affect us... dat i understand truely... as of wat i noe of... ur feelings is sumwhere between liking and loving... the reason i feel being dat there isnt a strong force of communication between us... hopefully it will work out better... i'll let to pass ur hurdles in ur own personal life and hopefully once ur done with it we can sit down together and talk tings out...

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dot3

another off day fer me... finally some tym fer my band family... heard on the news o level results on the 24 jan 08... feelings rite nw... unsure that is... basically ended work at 2 ytd... stayed at home and its only me me elder brother and the SAMSUNG 34 HDTV screen... HEROES marathon was on... spent the whole day of ytd watching it till midnite struck...





woke up at 10 just nw.. had breakfast with mum and sis... n now im back to blog... read sumtink on ATTY's blog... im touched lah sey... im actuali being missed by her... erm bout that lameness... it will come to show when the next tym we hang out aight... fav. sibling... will drop by fer band ltr with SHAFIQ and ATTY...

all i want to do now is to focus on my life and my skills... im goin to excel in my percussion line... ive known what i want to achieve... support me if u want to but dun dun try to ever discourage me cuz my mind is set...

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its bucks over normal life

hav not been blogging frequently lately... notink to comment on practically... lyf's routine been the same... home werk home com tv sleep... dats my evriday life fer nw... wont complain bout werk cuz ive got the hold of it... its been great... the green bucks hav been great too... filthy rich? not realy...

my fone use to be silent as in no msgs and calls until KACANG came to noe me... its been lyk a habit to msg her evri nw and den... guess we share the same kind of tings... wun elaborate... cut off fer pay day is fast approaching so i need to work reali hard to reach my 600 bucks pay check... reaching it soon...

its not been 3 practices/sectionals since i last attended and little did i noe dat band peeps hav start asking me bout my well being... miss me they did...

i wun be gone fer long... im coming back tis mondae and fridae... i'll try to solve any problems or give a helping hand if they need me... im nort sure if im performing fer MIA MUSIKA... hope i do... but i cant promise...

aight guys...

-aLForMosi out-

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carefree life but in enigma

should be getting my psp slim with the next pay... wonedring how much wld it cost just to hav the console and the 4gb memo card... erm budget that is ard 350 the max... romorrow my off day... will be staying at home i guess... next week will be v bz due to the supply of drinks fer CNY... longer hours means more cash flow...

missed band just nw and will be missing more wednesday rehearsals due to work... i will try to make an effort to come if i can make it... but my schedule is not convinving... will hav to reali work on my snare skills before i can reali pass it down to others... will not disappoint MR TAN fer the opportunity given... he hav strong faith in me... ive passed my personal goals of leading the line to greater success... that ive proven myself... the section is strong on its own nw... next step fer me is to expose myself to the outside world of music line...

why is it that feelings dat i had from previous years just wun let go from within? it keeps on pestering me now and then... but im not sure of wat i shd do... its a new start and i wouldnt want anitink to happen to us lyk wat used to happen... life has ben carefree fer me recently but only to find out that im lonely from within... i try to hide it and keep it to myself but its just not gud enuf... fate has brought me to noe you but fate has turn its back on me... im clueless... ive oways thot dat it is still not the right time to express it... but until when?

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nil

another boring and tiring day...

nothing to blog... bloody hell

im outta here

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brake-ed off

its been so long since i can remember dat i can sleep with no one waking me up fer work... had a gud sleep... been working non stop and long hours fer nearing 2 weeks nw... woke up abit late from usual... take my own sweet tym to do my stuff... got a call from HYRUDE asking me wat tym im dropping by fer band... it was 2 at dat tym and i was planning to go abit later so ask him over to hang out fer a while before we met MUZAP under my block... headed off to skool thru the backgate... i noe dat we should actuali grab a pass from dat skruty officer but felt it was troublesome so headed up to the music room...

met similar faces and i started off taking control of the snare drum and began stroking practice... rain it did... a new rudiment came to me and i tried doing it fers before teaching the rest... decided to add it to the J RUDIMENTS dat i created fer them... as per normal did some tym wasting but i felt dat they are slowly improving in their own control of the section... can see dat they are maturing in their style of playing...

notink special happen todae except fer JOON JIANNE and ASYURA fer their head off jokes... tomorrow will be working day fer me... hopefully it will not be so hectic...

ive been slowly getting to noe this person as we did alot of msgs and stuff... hopefully will get to noe her better as i kinda lyk her character... but i treat it as a fren to fren concept... anitink more is all in the hands of fate...

*whacked out*

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BBQ - extreme fun

set off to ECP at 12 with FINA SHAFIQ ATTY IDRIS and brother BIN... reached there and decided to buy more food... so walked around fairprice for almost half an hour and bought alot of food including BABI REMBAT in other words beef steak... walked with all the load all the way to PIT no 2!!! its freaking far lah dey but wat to do... NAZRUL and HUIYING came soon after...set up the pit and started the fire... had a hard tym setting it up cuz its too windy... but when we ,anage to set it up rain passed by and BIN kept on saying passing by clouds... yeah right... it was downpour... used umbrella to keep the fire alive... den the rest came... namely the JIA family and the old birds...

REKKHA came all the way to ECP just to pass me a msg... how sweet... bbq the stuff and eat eat and eat... its was nice lah so cant help it... went fer a short swim as it was kinda late and cold... MUZAP and KECIK dropped by and it was chaotic... AARON ringed me up and decided to join in... SYAZANA and SYAZUNAH came by abit later... actuali it was supposed to be a huge turn up but many back out last minute... but nevertheless it was freaking fun...



did alot of crap stuff as oways nad packed up at around 10...

leave the pictures to tok... k GO!!


JIWE JUBO - percussion section

we are one of them now...
THE OLD BIRDS

second take... thanks to dat camera man(NAZRUDDIN)


getting fed up nw... dat explains IDRIS and BIN


finally a perfect shot

Bored we were... its a presentation of BLACK COMMUNITY

DAOBIN's ANGELS


picture is abit dark... its my short little fren... JOREEN


mat2 bbq



my fers picture with SHENG HAO

my cute little junoir - SHARON


PIC OF THE DAY



spotlight on AARON ANG... message behind it fer NAZRUDDIN... go and shave ur armpit hair lah dey

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my exception, little whirlwind...

todae was HELL... started work from 8 and it was freaking fast game and ended at 10 in the night... LONG HOURS exhaust me directly... niwae was tinking bout the BBQ pit while working... finding possible faults so dat it can run smootly...

its been freaking dying years since i last hang out with IDRIS... alot of ctach ups to do 2mrw with him... will be miting DAOBIN IDRIS FINA SHAFIQ and NAZRUL at 11... the rest will join us at a later part of the day... buying summore food cuz to me onli limited variety... hopefully tomorrow will be fun..

however it would hav been alot more fun if SIEKMEE could tag along but due to sum matters she wun be able to...

to SIEKMEE

it maybe a difficult phase in ur lyf dat ur facing rite nw... i understand how u feel... its very hard in terms of reincarnating old meories... but in any case if u need sum a listening ear or a crying shoulder... it can be me... stay strong...

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dread and dead

skipping the work part cuz its the same old story... knocked off at around 5 and met HYRUDE and DAVID(KARWAH) at msl station before heading to my place... hang out fer awhile while i got changes and headed to Yishun fer my long awaited meal treat from HYRUDE... chilled out with KARWAH at LJS as HYRUDE fetched anak WAHID - AZURA from skool... waited fer freaking long... finally got my deserve meal which is COMBO 3... HYRUDE best ar... lain kali blanje lagi ar... ALESANA i am... haha

planning to buy PSP with my nest pay and dat is fer sure... trained back to msl to meet ads FINA nad SHAFIQ to buy stuff fer tis saturdae... its reali a pin when people dont pay at the same tym... currently short on budget but hopefully tomorrow will be able to finish buying the stuff...

another dreadful day fer me at work cuz working from 8 to 9... long hours tiring but good pay...

*whacked my skinny ass out*

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big bucks... bigger sacrifices

im earning freaking big bucks these few days but im oso suffering from backaches and stuff... due to hectic and bz work life... nevermind... pay day is in 3 weeks tym... i hav had sumtinks dat ive planned to spend my money on... getting myself a PSP soon... niwae results will be out on the 25th... to be honest im not afraid of it... watever i achieve i will be satisfied with it... cuz i nor dats my best...

tomorrow will be abit of a relax day fer me as will work from 10 to 3... planning fer tis saturdae pit alone i guess... tings to buy and other stuff... will get help from ads brads i tink... thot of cutting my hair but keeping the length but no idea of how or which style... nevermind bout tat... im just 2 days away from my day off...

*knocked out*

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long tiring day

time check... its 1030... just got back from work... tomorrow will hav to report at 7+... another long and hectic day fer me... reali looking forward to tis saturday... rest day fer me... hopefully most of the BAND peeps can tag along...

there's a problem with my layout... hopefully ATTY can fix it soon...

*knocked down*

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converse snickers

wun reali tok bout work in tis post... cuz its all the same... went out with my family to Causeway Point searching fer possible snickers ti buy but soon after headed over to Woodlands Point... when we got there there isnt much of choices... so decided to buy to buy CONVERSE snickers but no size fer me... thot of heading back to CWP but gave it a miss...

niwae im sure to buy it tomorrow... miting ads brads as they will tag along... so its fun i guess... btw i will be working in the aftrenoon so i cant come down to tell the band bout the pit... hopefully FINA and HOT MOMMA can convey it fer me... aight guys...

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BBQ PIT

will kill myself in the whole of next week due to work... will be working from 9 to 6 so wun be coming down fer band to help out... sorie guys... not alot to tok bout fer tis post... niwae heard dat they will be having CCA OPEN HAUS on the 12... it clashes with the BBQ PIT... haiz...

ANNOUNCEMENT

bbq pit at ECP on the 12 of tis month... all band members welcome... fer those who are goin a minimum cost of 4 bucks are to be paid to HANIZ by wednesday... fer more details contact me...

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paid fer work is fun

woke up feeling dried up from yesterdae... prepared to go fer work... from the point where i step foot into the work place... the staffs are giving me a hell of a tym... trying to push me to the extend where im sure to breakdown... *fucking assholes*... niwae i got the better of them... i din not disturb them so they jolly well try not to provoke me... knocked off at 5... called HYRUDE saying that there's job fer him... followed him fer interview... hopefully we gets it cuz i've been practically toking to myself fer the past 3 weeks... its pay day todae...

met FINA and SHAFIQ at ATTY's cribs... they did some dyeing... brought along my guitar cuz ATTY wanted to borrow it... headed off at around 8 and bus-ed over to Woodland Point... searched fer my pallas shoes and bought them... btw its GREEN... searched fer a pair of BLACK jeans and finally found 1... its abit costly but i tink its worth it... tomorrow will be another tiring day fer me i guess... but having to feel the cash i earn only makes me work harder... guess my next pay should hit 500 bucks...

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looking ahead

a new year means a new start... looking back at 2007 alarms me of several things which i could improve on... sure there are bad tyms when we could hav tried to prevent but i would prefer to reflect on those things and adore the good old tyms...

i oso belive dat only good moments should be remebered and cherish so here are some fer the year 2007

HEADBANGING EVENTS
Promoted to sec 5...
SYF 2007 GOLD
Colours Award (Band) 2007
Band Fiesta
Birthdays Celebrations with Ads Brads
HeartFelt Serenade Formation
Teachers Day Performance (HFK)
Kota Tinggi Trip with Band
Band Camp
Percussion Essemble
Best Section Award 2007
Lyrics fer HKF

being a new year i hav some things dat i hav in mind fer tis year i oso noe dat some of which may not be accomplish due to fate

Get into a Polytechnic
Get my own LAPTOP
A new phone
More originals songs
An electronic drumkit
Excel in the arts of drumming
Lead an easy goin life with least problems
A companion
Be a little more affordable
More hangouts with Ads Brads

goin to work on these few things before adding on...

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fun nite out

posting fer 31 december o7

had work in the morning... feeling the tiredness from dat memorable BAND CAMP... knocked off from work at around 3.30 before heading home... was told dat there would be a new year's dinner with my hommies (family) at SAKURA clementi side... reached there and satyed fer long... kept on eating round after round until my stomach pin fall... niwae will be meeting ads brads at FINA's cribs before goin fer the countdown... drove to her place and chilled fer quite sumtym as they dye their hair... board the train close to 10... as per normal noise makers... FINA SHAFIQ HELINA ATTS EMA... reached city hall and the place was fcuking packed... cant get to ESPLANADE using the easiest route... had to get there thru MARINA SQ...

met the AJ's... the whole lot of them... searches fer a best possible spot and settled down... the drunken M was kinda funny as he was feeling tipsy... niwae counted down and it was waved off 2007... fireworks was fun... celebrating new year with the HANGLOOSE was fun... after dat we waved theu the crowd and hang out fer a while... kicks and punch to the BANGLA can be seen as they were fcuking irrtating... skip tat... trained back before the last train and end up in woodlands... met a few of the band mates befor heade to AL AMEEN eating house to eat supper... after dat spent the night toking laughing and doing other stupid stuff before headed home close to 7...

interesting pictures are not present so words are being express...

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