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on the verge of falling


we're falling apart,
i wish i could save you,
but you kept everything to yourself,
you know that i tried to make things right,
but it all never seems to work out,
we're on the verge of falling down.




Sunday, June 8, 2008

holidaes are a big NEGATIVE, at least to me... i get bored easily when ive got nothing to do... homeworks hav been extinct and considered to be prehistoric... all i can do is to rot at home with the 'comfort' of the television and the computer...

well atleast i spent a day earning some cash fer myself by helping out with a malay wedding function yesterdae... atleast i step foot out of my house and be tired... no im not complaining nor am i whining... one sentence to explain the situation - MY HOLIDAES BEEN A BORE... except fer that CLASS BBQ over at PASIR RIS...

niwae... all those free time really gave me the opportunity to reflect on myself... i do tis whenever ive got so much tym... sometyms i run away from problems... not becuz im coward to face them but to prevent myself from hurting others... a simple quarrel breaks evritink that a person may hav build fer years... sometyms it just happens but there may be ways to mend it back... i tink i need courage fer that...

sometyms i just pretended to be someone else but there is never a chance that i can hide my true self... well maybe ive neglected a few of my frens... no doubt about it... and im sorry fer that... im struggling with tym and other activities... now that my holis are here... lets hang out last wat we use to do back in the daes...

my life i see currently is only towards expressing myself in music form... i hit the drum skins to let my inner self out but i dun feel the sense of comfort... im just not myself animore... i do not noe wats happening with me... split paths, different mindsets... thats wat im facing... never hav i done tis before but im hidding over at that little dark corner where i never thot i would do so...

i need air to breath... i need a clear mind to set me thinking... I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME WAT TO DO...


A Recollection Of Memories...








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