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on the verge of falling


we're falling apart,
i wish i could save you,
but you kept everything to yourself,
you know that i tried to make things right,
but it all never seems to work out,
we're on the verge of falling down.




Friday, June 27, 2008

life is nothing else but an unfair shit... emotions creates chances... yes it does... but sometyms it just turns into heartaches... i looked around me, my eyes circuling every angle that i possibly could. i thot to myself... ive been slowly but truly losing out alot in my life...

history have been repeating itself over and over again but there is nothing that i can do... nothing at all... sometyms i hate myslef for those small little things but yet made me felt that it was superior... ive been trying hard to let my feelings and emotions out to the one that attracts me but evritym i tried to do so it just made me felt timid as if my life was like a plankton...

i tried to deny that im a failure, a coward but the fact is that i am... i never seized the chance that appear right infront of me... i think to long, to deep... that when i decided to go for it, i just missed by a few seconds... it hurts me evritym that happens... i wonder why this falls on me when i looked around how romantic and lovely couples behaves... it creates this little uneasyness in you that it felt bitter for quite sometym... it took me more than a year to accept the fact that once i wrote in an epistle of a girl whom i gave evritink to but in the end it was just not for me to take...

i pulled myself out from beneath the deepest hole and slowly i gained the esteem that ive lost... i appeared to be normal and strong but deep inside i cried so hard that sometyms my eyes could not contain it... ive moved on since but for the past few months ive been asking myself if i should move to the next phase of my life and once again exploit to the world of love again...

making frens was what they always say to start things off... i felt for this figure which somewhat shared the same personality as the previous one... but i could move myself to create a spark which bonds us closer... i always run out of words but once in a while i tink of her, i searched for her but most importantly, i felt for her... a feeling that is hard to forget came crashing at me when i found that that i was and again late by a step... she had a boyfriend... i swore it broke me to millions pieces just like when the atomic bomb blasted the whole nation...

i felt so devastated, so vulnerable, so pathetic and once again i was timid... hiding from reality and fancied my living in fantasy... i guess thats just me, a person who never really creates a good impression or a mark on the hearts of others...


A Recollection Of Memories...








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