we're falling apart,
i wish i could save you,
but you kept everything to yourself,
you know that i tried to make things right,
but it all never seems to work out,
we're on the verge of falling down.
Julian Alformosi
I let my eyes wonder on
these everyday streetlights.
I'm tall and skinny,
and i see things as though i'm
in some typical pollypocket world.
The name Julian Alformosi
is often being linked with me
Likes to be in a situation where
deceiving characters unfolds
infront of him.
Drumming and headbanging
releases the tension in him.
Gigs and mosh pits
releases the attitude from within
Like the company of his drumsticks.
Attached to SITI 'AYUNI
I love you and thats all that matters
My little sweetheart who breakz my heart...
INTERESTS
Drumsets and Drumsticks describes me.
Guitar strings and Picks enlightens him.
Hanging out and Sleepovers makes me
Burgerking and Canteen is fun
but does not enlarge me.
Song writing and compose poems
is my way to express.
life is a big cycle... sometyms ur up there, other tyms ur hanging by the thread...people hav their own flaws... i would be lying if i were to say that i aint hav any of them... people may see me as an individual, an individual who knows wat goals means to him... a person who understand himself well and being confident... maybe dats just the perception that people attain themselves...
i hav a confession to make... i dun noe myself well enuf... day by day, i lose a part of me... im not good at words to express myself... be it about my inner feelings to someone or anitink fer dat matter... maybe im timid to the world or maybe im just afraid of my outer self... people enter my life thru the term friendship... i enjoy the presence of them in my life... but wat is my identity? do i try to become someone else that even i myself would not be able to recognise? so why do i do this? is this a way fer me to hide from reality? i dun noe animore...
tis holis have much been a tym fer me to get to noe myself better... ive neglected alot of things in my life... my frens, my family but on top of that... ive neglected myself...