woke up still with that terrible splinting headache i had from the nite before... todae wasnt wat i wanted it to be... nothing bad happened todae... just that it was suppose to be a rest day for me but seriosuly it meant exactly. there was no fun at all... settled the chalet thingy and di some msging of a few people... other than watching a DVD i guess that's just about it...

feeling much better now... but i just can find things to do with my spare time... tomorrow im sure its going to be a tiring and long day but i need the money so i guess i'll just have to make some sacrifices evri now and then... a whole long day ahead tomorrow...

i searched for you evri now and then... i seem to be missing you alot... pictures are substitutes i have to gazed upon... evri angle of you, evri detail of you made it so important... i dun tink that you will ever understand how i feel towards you but i dare not show up and run the show just yet... i do not have the courage to appear infront of you to tell you cuz to me time is a factor... you cannot just be in the desire state of love in just a short period of time... but if tis is not love than wat is it? im still hoping for that day where i can just be myself and not restrain myself from coming out to play... a day wher i could just be with you where we could then understand each othet and let my misery diminish from within... will i ever get that chance?

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