Friday, November 28, 2008
i so freaking dislike science and computing module... so i decided to leave halfway a i dun see the point of staying... proceeded to BBDC with the rest of the saggys... taudin enrolled today but for me... its going to be next week i guess... im not rushing... let me collect money first... just a short post to keep my blog alive... and yes im working tmr... anything get me thru my handphone... aight out...
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Thursday, November 27, 2008
a year older means alot of changes needs to take place... today ifelt abit of difference... firstly, the people i usually meet every morning to skool couldnt meet me... secondly, usually before break out one we would have a mass convo before we head down to meet. and thridly we would sually meet at W4 itself but today Alvin decided to meet me at my block... how weird... he wasnt with the others and when asked he didnt know where they were... to my surprise they had already planned out a birthday celebration at the other end of Food Haven... the feeling i had was totally unexplainable... thanks guys for the cake and the wishes... and of cuz there are a few punches that landed on me... as per usual...   today class was so much fun... atleast it was to me... so i was greated with alot of wishes the moment i stepped in class... i appreciated all the wishes... thanks people... so below is a picture of an instant birthday message card from Steve look... its the thought that counts right.. so today was all about realism and anti-realism... so realism is about believing in a particular existence without having to see it... while anti-realism is about not believing that something exist unless it can be seen with our eyes... so the air is made up of alot of things...but we cant see with our eyes... so some of us may be a realist while others anti-realist... i decided to make everyone a realist by doing this....  look i managed to capture abit of air in my hand and yes i can see bacteria and oxygen... with this no one can argue that they cannot see oxygen and bacteria... haha yes i know its abit lame... but nevermind i had fun... i would really like to thanks these group of people who remembered my birthday... my family W35L family W34M classmates DVR krew band mates friends basically too many to put down so thanks to everyone... today was a very enjoyable day but you werent present.. but i understand why... you tk gud care of yourself okay... ive been waiting for your arrival the whole day... i kept thinking of you every now and then... niwae im glad that you are alright... see you soon... A Recollection Of Memories...
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
mixed feeling? maybe so... not been talking alot today and i myself dun even know why... tonight i look upon the sky... the moon shadows me a path that leads me closer to you... there i see a star up in the sky which signals me to the warmth of you... it seems that tonight is going to rain... as the clouds appears red, the single dop of rain falls to the ground... cold wind blow and hollow tree branches creates the creeking sound... i need you to be by my side... close me up in your arm if i ever feel cold from the night's wind... tomorrow appears to be a new year for me... but its not that important... its been a very long time since i last saw you.. i miss you so... the best birthday present that i ever recieve is your presence... you're all i need... a glance of the expression on your face is wat ive longed for... close up the gap between us for i shall make a knot to tie us together...
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
i couldnt be more happy for myself... reason being that ive decided to lead my life in a totally different way... i think its about time i make these changes... my attendance have been rather pathetic of late... i just couldnt put my mind to attending class all the way... its always...partial partial and more partial... that have to change... ive decided to let go off cigg... basically its due to this particular someone who means so much to me... talks for ur words of encouragement... its starting today... i have yet to hold a single stick today... and hopefully i can continue it for more days ahead i miss you so...
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Monday, November 24, 2008
im back to blogging afetr a long absence... sometimes what you can express by words you convey in words... but what if u can't convey either way? that's the reason for my long absence... well basically these few days ive been thinking really hard... things that i just couldnt find any ways to resolve it... so let me get to the brighter side of life before i go into my deepest sorrows... so today i was at the airport with a few other bandmates sending the band members as they flew off to Hong Kong.. well im sure that they will take great care of themselves... so headed to city hall to have our meal and soon after proceede to the esplanade to chill out... bus trip back was a good one as i had a good chat with Afiq 
 so this are a few of the people that is kecoh-rable... haha
.jpg) this was suppose to be candid... and yes... its an advert that states im trying to quit smoking...
i sat under the blanket of red sky... looking upon the stars that never fails to remind me of you... the more i tried to clear my mind thinking bout other stuff to drift me from thinking about my problem..
i tried to work to occupy my time so that i will not be reminded of you... but then... images of you keeps on playing through my head... its that bad till a point where strangers that i dont even noe replicates you... am i thinking too much? maybe i am... but then im not those who can express it out... i bottle things up... but please i need this chance for me to sing in silence... and note to self: im cutting down on ciggs
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
hyrude benson tagged me to do this Rule1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.Rule2: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending to other people.
1. What is your CCA?
Jammerz Arena
2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
i guess so cuz isngt love blind
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
it depends on which day and which facilitator comes in...
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
quit skool and maybe set up my own studio, DVR custom 5 piece drumkit... 5. Would you fall in love with your bestfriend?well i wouldnt say its a NO NO... 6. What hurts the most?a rejected love 7. Would you dare confess to the one you love?yes i do but not verbally... through expressions and lyrics 8. If the person you like secretly is attached, what would you do?
that was it a few months back... hope that she is happy 9. Is there anything that have made you extremely happy?cant think of anything at the moment... most of the time im contented 10. What makes you angry?being labeled or kept in the dark 11. What do i want to do after diploma?prolly university if i have the chance 12. What do you call your parents? mum and dad 13. What is the most important thing in your life? people i have around me... thats important 14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?well that have to depends on who im with... love and money is never on the same level. 15. What's your all time favourites?avenged sevenfold, James Owen Sullivan(The Rev) 16. Would you give all in a relationship?getting into one is hard so it only makes sense i'll give it all... 17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?i would rather love one than to lose both... so i would love one 18. Would you forgive & forget a horrible thing that someone has done?well it depends on who and what the person did... but most of the time, im a forgivable person 19. What do you want to tell the person you hate?i would say nothing cuz there is no point at all 20. What type of person will you fall in love with?the person who makes me understand myself more and that she loves me for who i am 5 people to tag - MANDA, CHARMAINE, NATASHA, MUD, IDIL
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Monday, November 17, 2008
i sat down by the balcony watching the ground being wet by the rain... i could sense that every single drop brings a message... a message that is similar to what im trying to speak out...i hide my sorrows behind every smile... i sink my agony behind every single laughter... im stuck with no where to go... with no sense of direction.... everything i do i live to regret... i hurt myself to make others feel that im normal... but what's the point... life is meaningless this way...i do not know how to make it sound clearer... ive spelt it out but it seems only i understand... make me feel what life is all about all over again... DVr have been meeting up almost everyday... well i thinks thats good i guess... still into our small little project... wat a way to start the week with and idiotic and stupid problem... hopefully everything goes in relax mode this week...
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
so yesterday seems to be a fun working day with aryl... haha... badot square jack... so its was fun fun and more fun during work... so will skip the work part... headed over to the penthouse to meet the krew and finally we have full strength... so continued on our mission and strumming around... so stayed on till midnght and with no connection we decided to do a jackass... haha... stupid idiotic fools we were... meeting up with them later tonight to just chill out... so tmr is a new wk and its VB tmr... shit.... i hate VB... im out
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Friday, November 14, 2008
today was one of the awesome-ess days ever... its science and its friday and every friday have always beena dull one but not tis week... we had a relief faci for today... and my god it was such a breeze thru the whole day. first meeting shd prolly end but 10 but it was 9.20 today... it was so freaking early... meeting 2 was just chilling out session and presentation was free and easy... so yeah... class ended really early and so i went to meet the krew... alot of things are on the production... things have been looking out quite well for the band... but we need every one of us to be there to complete and progress futher... so tomorrow is another working day and it looking forward to contributing to the band... so yeah... peace out people...
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
its been raining today and rainy days always makes me thinking bout life... alot of things have been happening and revolving around me.. some i chose to look in details while others i pretend that it never happened... am i wrong to think it that way... am i just hiding from facing my reality? sometimes i just sit down and wonder... i think there are certain things in my life that i need to change with respect to the current situations im facing... things have been falling apart for me... not in terms of education... maybe it does but a little... i need to pull myself back up... btw thanks manda for wat u said to me just now... it made me think for a while... thanks... :D
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
     im just trying to publicise my friend's name... actually im helping her with her project thingy... so yeah... these are some of the few pictures... i heard this froma friend of mine... he/she says that i look like a female... so i guess i do have the x factor... haha... any comments? well ive been rather sick lately... been struggling for air on random occasion... ive been easily breathless.. and ive yet to know the real cause of it... but i guess it have been due to some issues and i now... so yeah...
niwae... loyal readers of my blog... please press the advertistment and support DVR... get your frens to do so too... thanks...
much love from JuLian aLFoRMoSi
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Monday, November 10, 2008
alright people... i just got back from town with my fellow boys from DVR... so today was more of doing our homeworks on purchasing of the instruments soon... so headed over to BRAS BASAH to survey the cymbals and drum kit... took us quite sometime... we have a target corresponding to my preference of the whole drumset... so walk around almost the whole of town today and its always fun talking about common topics like the setting up of our band and future planning... so after much considerations and critcal thinking we have come up to a price... so its 500 bucks per pax... and currently i looking for that amount to be in my hands by mid december... those who knows of ways of getting more do tell me aight... and by the way... thanks for supporting me thru nuffnang... continue to give support to DVR... thanks people
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Saturday, November 8, 2008
well im back from DVR's penthouse... another session of music producing... niwae today was kind of a relaxing mode day for me... firstly because i didnt turn up for work prior to me feeling abit of distress and sick in the morning... had plenty of rest before im back to being normal...
met up with the krew around six before we got down to business... alot of things we are planning but time and again it all voice down to money matters...
if you guys have any info on places that needs performers please update me... thanks... below are some of the pictures from chalet
 her name is FARAH AMIRAN BTE OTHMAN. in short FABO
this is NADD 
 
happy birthday AOKI  
the people behind the scene with DVR
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Friday, November 7, 2008
so finally this week is coming to an end... my oh my this week have been rather a tiring one for me... UTs and tough problem statement... im glad friday is coming to an end... what a way to end the week with science module... problem carcks my head that hard till im just too shag... so im going to skip about the happenings in skool... met up with devout recital with addition of nadd and fabo... its always fun to hang out with carzy people who is always making me crazy... so yeah... never thot of producing another one of our originals but we did... its in production but i tink it will be a whack one... the concept is so much different from the other originals... another long and tiring weekend in store... im out
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Thursday, November 6, 2008
 well seriously, its been way too long since i touched my blog... *blowing dust particles*... guess i reali need to tidy up things around here... alot of happenings have occured over the past few weeks... been meeting up with the krew every now and then... currently our main aim and vision is to make our band into s band that is known by people.. so recently we had a short noticed performance over and my brother;s 21st birthday chalet... we had only 3 days to practice our songs and so we really got down to practicing it... brought in the drumset to my crib and the whole krew just jamm over at my place.. skipping all the stupid and irritating stuff that we do as per usuall... irritating bastards... so we practice and practice and continued to make it perfect... we were already on the bed trying to get some sleep when all of us starts to think of the songs as it played thru our minds... it was 2 am in the morning... and without hestitation we grab our instrument and parctice till close to 5 in the morning.. keeping the volume to the minimum that is... LIST OF SONGS PUSPA THESE LAST WORDS ALWAYS BE MY BABY SEIZE THE DAY FALL FOR YOU WARMNESS OF THE SOUL TAKE ME FROM THIS PLACE WHEN IVE LOST A PART OF YOU ee.jpg)
DEVOUT RECITAL
CURRENTLY THE BAND IS TRYING TO BUY OUR OWN INSTRUMENTS POSSIBLY BY NEXT YEAR JANUARY.. WE ARE IN NEED OF $6000... WHAT WE ARE PLANNING IS TO PRODUCE OUR VERY OWN BAND T SHIRT WITH OUR BAND NAME ON IT... WE ARE STILL CONSIDERING THE PRICE RANGE... WE NEED YOUR SUGGESTIONS AND FEEDBACK AND OF CUZ YOUR UPMOST SUPPORT FOR US...WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR PLACES WE CAN PERFORM AND GIGS THAT ARE AVAILABLE... IF YOU HAVE ANY IN MIND PLEASE LET US KNOW... FOR EACH OF YOU WHO VISIT MY BLOG, PLEASE HELP ME PRESS THE NUFFNANG ADVERTISTMENT ON THE FRONT PAGE JUST BELOW THE MUSIC CONTROL PANEL... THANK YOU
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