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on the verge of falling


we're falling apart,
i wish i could save you,
but you kept everything to yourself,
you know that i tried to make things right,
but it all never seems to work out,
we're on the verge of falling down.




Monday, January 19, 2009

fuck... i hate this kind of little feelings that runs in me.. things begin to get very complicated for me... sometime in life if we cannot find a perfect solution we just leave it as it is... but abandoning the matter will only makes you feel uneasy... so i decided to let go one at a time... ive always thot that music cures everything, solve every matter... well it was the case for me for the past few years... and it works just fine... but recently that was not the case..

so what if i can play the drums? so what?
so what if people say in good at playing it? so what?
so what if im in a band that is slowly made visible to the community? so what?
so what if people see me as how i portray? so what?
so what if i can whack close to a 1000 triplet in a minute? so what?
so what if people call me Julian Alformosi, DVR's drummer? so what?

so what? im just me and no one else... im not even half of the 5 points above... im just any other ordinary person that you see day in day out... ive come to realise how far ive come just to be able to play music and play it well... 6 years maybe?

but ive missed... ive missed out on looking at how music have changed me to something i'm not... do you guys even noe who i am now? or do i even noe myself... im begining to feel that its been a waste of my time doing things that ive been doing for the past few years... im begining to hang up my sticks and move on from there as an ordinary person... i dunno... maybe i should...


A Recollection Of Memories...








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