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on the verge of falling


we're falling apart,
i wish i could save you,
but you kept everything to yourself,
you know that i tried to make things right,
but it all never seems to work out,
we're on the verge of falling down.




Tuesday, January 20, 2009

it seems that people do not understand me that well... and i dun blame them for doing so.. it all comes down to me... i bottle up things and that have been me for the past few years... i just cant seem to share with people what im facing...

even when i chose to talk to people, i cant bring across that same message that ive planned out in my brain. what i say is not exactly what i mean... currently im at somewhere in the skool... getting as far away from people and taking a huge time off...

the sound of the water crushing down just like what you hear sitting beside a waterfall makes me release a bit of tension from within... just like a dried leave falling from the branches... and there it stayed until someone clears it... that's exactly what im waiting for... my problems(dried leave) waiting to be solve( being cleared away)... what was i thinking? trying to run away from reality. so now you guys noe that im not that strong after all...

everyone of us have what it takes to dream.. and its okay to dream for something... but not all your dreams will come true... and one of them is this...

yes ive dreamt to be who ive always wanted to be...
ive dreamt that in a way people would recognise me...
ive dreamt thati would succeed and make it top through my music...

and yes... ive also dreamt that i would not be able to continue my dreams...

sometimes there is an end where a person can no longer push himself to greater heights.. and for my case... its now... dreams are created by us and dreams are also shattered by us... for every bad thing comes a good thing right... so maybe in the future things will open up for me again... but till then, i have to choose and create my own path...

never have i hated drumming and never have i hated music... and im not hating it now... im just taking a long break from it until ive found what i mean to myself and what i mean to others... i cant go on life without knowing my true identity and keep on walking on the surface of this earth pretending to be someone who i truly am not...

i need time to recuperate and i dun welcome pressure at this moment... there will always be a replacement for something... and there is always a replacement for me... its a matter of how well you can adapt to it..


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